Thursday, May 31, 2007

another day

zzz
guess i should study...

Another day

Zzz,
like today vesak day then still need to go school
Nvm, then go english remedial
then like sian la
after that go j8
then go popular
then look around, and bought FMA book16
nice la, got the 'snow queen'
and some surgery thing in the end
dam funny
then after buying went walk arnd somemore
then like i want to go library lor, then we go la
then public holiday close...we reach there then know
Kena jacked.....
then after that go my grandparents hse
then go there sleep
sleep dam long, dam dam long....
after that then go home
on the way saw an accident, come taxi and motorbike
then went home play comp lor, sian la
play play play everyday play
My life is nothing but a fairy tale

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

camp finish

Yes, i survived the camp
it was fun, i did rafting and cycling
Rafting was extremely fun but cycling was a painful experience
Had 7cramps, then its like cycle hundred plus kilometers?
its divided into 4parts, then theres a 15mins break in the parts
so 4breaks, the first part i did fine
second one i started to cramp, and the guy had to carry me back to the
rest point, then 3rd one i like less than 200m away then i cramp, so took
the CMI(cannot make it) bus la.
basically i took CMI bus 2times
the last part i cramped, and they asked me if i need to go on the bus
because the teacher saw me cramp 3 times liao
then i say no la, then finish off the steep slopes
worst is that i reached the end then got down the bike halfway cramp
then sit outside the ending point stretching my leg
like pain la, somemore sunburns like siao...
Rafting i just did the rapid jumps and raft
rapid jump, is jump into the rapids(mini waterfalls) lor
then we sleep in tents =D
cant sleep for first night, the conditions were unbearable
second night too tired so bo bian sleep liao
Third night never sleep, cos we taking train, then wait at the station la
Got on the train liao then sleep
like, too lazy to type out ecerything...Zzzz
I AM A DAMN FAILURE LA
CANT DO A SINGLE THING RIGHT!
like,
i play dota-so noob
auditions- so noob
magic- so noob
study- so.....dun talk abt it
gunz- my only success
map making- so noob
soldier front- so noob
arcade- so-so nia
yugioh- so noob
I'm like a loser la...
hopeless, guess i hardcore chiong study liao la

Friday, May 25, 2007

Another day

Last day before going for sec3 camp.
Kinda not really excited
going to somewhere 3 singapores away from singapore
like SG is so small la...
So im nt going to post any more shit on this blog for a few days...
im gonna miss the people here
lol, dam scared of leeches la
i already so white liao, later they suck me i like MJ
Michael Jackson, haha
he acted in all the scary movies la
dam funny, like insulting himself, but still its nice
I should play less and start to do other things
like get a healthy hobby? or find someone special? lol
Guess i'll just lie on the bed forever ba
too lazy to do anything le

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Another day

Yesss, wushu day x33
i love wushu la
like, so enthu abt it
i can go mad jumping arnd
then somersault on the mattress
dam funny, today i saw the big mattress
so i jus go there, pulled teddy along
then i somersault
on the spot, then fall on my back
luckily got matress, then others see me do
also follow
See?! im influential
then like we all flipping here and there
if an alien saw us, it might think we are human pancakes
getting flipped by an invisible spatula
Then like at school no special things happen
like, only wushu is fun

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Another day

=D another fun day
Tis morning took a multiple intelligence test.
Got lingo,logic,music,spatial,'feeling',interpersonal,intrapersonal
I dun really get what they meant
but still, my highest was 'feeling' and spatial
spatial is like, designing things, 'argar'ation skills
then 'feeling' like erm... sensitive artists? lol
Then like dam suprised.
after school go eat then play soccer with paris,zq,sc,jw and blgy
like dam heng lol, we used the basketball pole as goal
then i score once, miss once
blgy miss hell lots of times score once
then one more guy score once, thats all
the game stopped due to too much injuries
violent match, anyhow kick never see de
...
Saw the navy advertisement for recruitment
say what,'if your life were a movie, what would it be?'
then im like-humour =D
Took me quite sometime to take notice of the advertisement anyway
im kinda..brain laggy
and short term memory
Zzz Sec 3 camp coming, gotta miss SG,we going to malaysia

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

Another day

yea, lame day.
jus, laze around ,watch movie
aint really nothing interesting except yesterday,
after wushu got football
then i as usual goalkeeper
i was very tired that time
so i just squat down and play
that time everyone was like shouting for me to get up
then i like heck care...
miraculously, i only let in one ball!
but alot of own goals, cos i cant balance well as im tired
luckily they are understanding enough not to count own goals
so i only let in one...jia hao let in another...
so just say, squatting down helps in football!
i think next time i squat down also...

Saturday, May 19, 2007

Anyone interested?

Anyone interested in going for my siser's guitar concert?
It is held in the june holidays
At hwachong somewher there
at night de
No real confirmed details yet
When have i post again
Yea...
I will be going also anyway
____________________________________________________________

Well...
Thinking back of things i did this week
-Raised my hand for nothing in goegraphy class while checking scripts
then Mr ng ask me what i raised for i found out i am raising my hand
-Who says it take 2 hands to clap?!
Those who know me know what im saying
-Watched kungpow, nice movie....voice subbing comedy
-watched some parts of rocky balboa, nice movie
-went to lan, owned...then went to magic tournament, owned
-played hell lot of pranks!...esp. Tiong fu
Well, all sounded quite childish
Thats what people with no life does..

Another Day

Well, another day
morning went for a DotA session at amk
then of course own la
i so pro lol
witch doctor nt as bad as i thought
and mekansm is a real pain in the ass
sry to people who didnt understand wad i said
Then after that rushed to magic the gathering tournament
alot of people today
abt 20?
i got 8th
Got one loser...yea sad guy
he played halfway and he was winning
suddenly his friend pulled out one card from under the table
it was a rare dual land
then the judge walked by
then say- match lost...
the guy like dam sad, and his opponent, bw, was like freaking happy
like jumping arnd and laughing
yong quan also...lols
then i HATE playing with edward magic
he takes so long to think
and NEVER gives chance for you
it sucks
Then after that went to eat in some real nice 'ba chor mee'
situated in some real remote toa pa yoh
well, it was nice
then went to j8 arcade...then go home...
Thats all and good night!

Friday, May 18, 2007

Another day

Well, like gotten my results
not quite happy with some
but still acceptable
sian...
cant wait to own in dota tml

Thursday, May 17, 2007

Another day

Well, i have quite alot to catch up
So there will be essays coming up in this single post
Lets start with pictures

Well. number ONE for my wushu jersey leh...
like abit too much for me
im not good enought for this number lol
so weak...

And my new adidas shoes
yea nice, sry if my camera nt good
Leather de leh

Lol, excalibur...limited edition
when did I become limited edition?
i am one and unique, theres not even suppose to be limited
haha

Now for my life...
Still quite sian
Dunno why, i never EVER went emo anytimes and felt like dying
i only felt like not living thats all
Had a headache today
after lunch before wushu
then like, dam pain...the suffering...
Still, i think that is all the petty things that i kept inside me
Time to let go,
forgive everyone i hate
give what i can bear to part
forget the critisms received
and live on
Bottling everything will only make me go mad
Yea...
Still, i felt that i deserved to suffer the pain
because i do not deserve to live a forever comfortable live
there has to be sufferings to contrast enjoyments
As i said, we cant live in our own world
Then i think i turning girly lol
feeling 'rao'
Haha, guess im overly despo le....

Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Yes!

yay, finally can update blog le...
some problem, but nevermind nothing is perfect
Well, not so sian recently
guess im despo too
like sljb(standard example)
so...realli got nth to write
only fun and games in my life..
like no life lol
nevermind, im despo
being despo is my LIFE
...

Sunday, May 06, 2007

Another Day

Guess im going mad, keep feeling everyones aginst me again
...
2 post in a day?
who cares
i cant keep my sanity
losing it bit by bit
day by day
....
gues now only ten% left?
zzz

Another day

Yay, no need to go to school
I love my school(not totally)
Nothing to do, working on a new map...
Dunno why, i have a sudden urge to make a map about war
see seas of army swarming towards each other
Well, why should there even be war in the first place...
The selfish interest of human's bloodlust
just to satisfy it, many things were sacrificed

Feel like im dying
after exams, like play untill sian also
then dun want to study
...
i can onlystare into the sky and wonder
wonder about what im going to wonder
Yea, im very lazy, so best activicties that suit me is stoning
But why i join a sport cca like wushu...
abit regret, everytime need to work so hard
displace my body parts so many times lol
Its hard work
Yea really

Another day

Well, just posting
More cloudy pics xD


Well, almost all the pics i get is frm my room
Actually, i am jus another freak cooped in my room
Jus, rott...
Enough about me, i need to get out and care for others
Well, i started by going down to buy newspapers and stuff
Done quite alot of things
mostly wake people up frm their comfortable dreams
And bring them to this painful and sinful hell
the truth always hurts
Hope's existence is just to cover up the crudeness of truth
To save the ignorant souls that are not prepared
I am not prepared too
Half of this world is not prepared
All living in their own world
all oblivious to the ones around them
taking them for granted
'Their existence is for me only'....
why not that we exist for each other, and not for YOU
ME,MYSELF, and I
favourites of these ingrates
Many problems are caused by this..... selfish act
Humans, will always be selfish

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Another day

Dunno why, recently thinking everyones against me..
Sorry guys, esp brian, i even spelled his name wrongly in the apology at his blog..
Dun feel like blogging,but ytrd was my grandma b'dae
Then had lots of fun lol
Ate lots of really nice food xD
i ate like dam full..then stomachache
then i bear with it, and very proud of myself able to handle the pain
Then got my cousins
they like still dam sad
still cannot play games, etc etc
cos their parents kiasu ma (i think)
then they watch all the animes only
then thay talk to me abt anime i duno alot
talk abt games they duno alot
like, cannot connect .....
Then after that go home

Then now, today like dam sian
still thinking everyone against me
Cos im such a loser,loner, unimpressive, inconstructive
might as well end up dead...
wasting resources
Zzzzz

Friday, May 04, 2007

I really have no life

Zzz...
Another day
today woke up and my father scold me, for stoning
he say i got no soul, then tell me exam over still mus study
blah,blah,blah...
Then i feel so dead
Dun feel like doing anything
jus rot.

Another day

Well, last day of exams
The math paper wad freaking hard
i think i fail (and retain) liao
Then after exams go IRC play lan
got alot of people going
then play DotA lor
Dam tired, play dam long
Er, first round i give up hope
cos got sherman and zhi yuan on my team
then VS ray,roy hector and addarrel
3nubs vs 4 pro
then i give up hope on even killing one
but in the end i go hiong that kill 4 sia xD
but always die to towers :(
Then i tell them remake, then second round..
Got Ray, me and sherman(omfg again?!)
vs all la....
i used zeus, kill like siao
spamspamspamspamspam lightning bolts
Then denied one of vm(ZY) kills by going suicide at nc
Anyway dam tiring, so sian of dota go play other game
played battle field-special force
first time play, but still got kill
then since alot of people first time play,
so play back the good, ol standard CS
sian dam long neva play tio own
i keep buying shield then tank xD

Then finish go home lor.
Took the MRT(mass rapid transport) yes the MRT
Then take home liao.

Thursday, May 03, 2007

My ambition for united world

Well, i always had this dream
that the whole world would befriend each and everyone
that there would be no discrimination
prince and paupers could be friends
the rich would help the poor
then every-week there would be major world-wide parties held at sahara desert
then have water parades there =D

More clouds


I really like clouds
they are so fluffy and look so nice
I feel like holding a major party up there where everyone
is bouncing above the clouds
...yea sounds childish
But this is it

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

Another day

Duno why today cant focus,
all the typo errors and overlooks items
cant study, cant concentrate
can feel the life fading right away from my fingertips
argh.........
*souls fly away*
(dun worry its nt the 2billion party)
Its like, now we dun blog to blog
we blog to reply to posts and 'follow the trend'
well, i blogged becos there wad this period of freaking lag
and cant play online games
so started to blog....now im still doing it

Its like, every night before i sleep i go into deep thinking
its very unlike me to go into deep thinking
luckily, those thought disappear along with my dreams
i always try to make a mental note to remember
but it failed.
Well, i am a very lazy person
Sloth is the sin that symbolises me
im even too lazy to care abt other sins
such as wrath or envy or gluttony or pride or lust
Very serious prob

Eh, im a deep thinker
i dun belive it
but still, there is always a sub-conscious side of everyone
wher we fall into a state when we will start thinking
thinking of something more than just of our future
think of many others, and how this world works
how everything occurs
the cycle of life
Now as the cycle goes on, i will be remaining in my everquest for knowledge

Another day

Well, the exams are freaking hard
Chemistry is either very easy or very hard
Geog is still ok, only not enough points to write
Duno why today cannot concentrate

After exams, me, nyjw,bw,sc,yj,zq went to 'window shopping'
actually is to irritate shop keepers
dam lame, first stop comics connection in junction8
we went to stare at the decks
for damn long
then make alot of noise
then jy say: oi bryan whats that under ur jacket!
then bw say: cannot take la, my hand here
then we walk arnd lor, after that jy and norman waiting outside
then when bryan walk out we made the 'teet-teet' sound
then like everyone watching us

lol then went to the 'hall' got the samsung exhibition.
Then we act rich, go 'buy' the TV
then the guy like dam unhappy
beside the exhibition got osim exhibition
then sc go guai lan again, he and yj go try the Upapa
then we all jus run away
they got BANGSEI-ED.

then go home lor, zzz play/study
do the same routine of everyday life
routine bores life you know
Wordy blogs also bores people, so i end here lo

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

More sunsets

Very happy, place some sunsets caught from my room



Well, and my most beautiful sunset caught beside my school.



Sunsets are always the most beautiful.
A human can never match its beauty
Well, a moon looks nice too, but too far cant catch the pic

Another birthday xD

W00ts, a holiday for a birthday!
had this for fifteen years
hahas
very happy, hahas
HAHAS
wees
*pop* <-from crackers

Well, birthday is a holiday
it is an occasion when its to be celebrated with your loved ones
Well, had an awesomely delicious dinner......Steamboat!
=D
before that had a game of basketbal with mel
found out that i had not done sports a long time
because of exams....
Lets nt let exam spoil our mood
Then had few games of dota earlier on
although its only ai, but still fun
But dun let this mood get to you only one day!
this mood should be always with you
as, may the force be with you