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Rummaging through my random thought
i found one real random
or rather two, maybe three... ah nevermind
Global warming is real, and i can feel it right now
right here is my warm(to warm) and cosy(too cosy) room
One surefire way is to stop all forms of mordern living
and learn from the amish their way of life
which is quite cool
Another way, would be call up an army of scientist
to revert heat energy in the air to come other forms of energy
like from : Heat -> Potential/sound/lesser heat
Jus revert it and make this world a cooler place!
Or collect all the greenhouse gases and send them to space
exile them from earth.
Third day of school, i feel free
like, i felt free in a school, quite amazing
Then still kinda bored, now school start cant play as much
but everyday play also sian one.
so i think i go be some muscle freak,
take steriods and workout.
This friday going to CHIJ perform!!!
Then coach dam freaked out cause im still screwed!!!
And one mistake 10pumpings!!!
and i sure make like 50++ minstakes one!!!
Im not really hoping to get jio-ed by girls and such
when i get there la, just hope dun screw up
and disgrace CHS wushu team.

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Well, i read the newspaper
and saw on the headlines
'Rich girl mocks some other girl monkey'
(its in chineese and im a bad translator)
And indeed i was pretty shocked to see that news
even having appearing on the headlines was a further shock
C'mon, its only mocking 'monkey'
we mock people monkey too, like smwf...and hes cool with it
and we call fat people fats...and i think they are fine
almost call everyone a nick name
even i have one too, its 'serious','xiao-bai' even 'micheal jackson'
but i know its just for fun and jokes and stuff, so chill
Didn't know why people make such a big fuss, although she posted that
mocking on her blog
So what if they are great enemies? A nickname don't kill you
or him, or her
and they are even taken to counselling...
Kinda making a molehill out of a anthill.
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Today school started, dam sian
miss chow gt some family prob and wont be coming for this
week to school...
then taken over my 'Mrs Chua'(former miss tan)
then after school gt wushu
yesss, wushu
then notified that maybe, MAYBE im going to CHIJ toa payoh
to perform for their youth day,of course along with alot others(16)
Only hope i dun screw up
then first day of school wushu talked a little too much
so got extra PT, heng a little only
then after the PT went to buy bubble tea
then walk home lor

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I got a story here: (kinda forgotten)
Once, a young graduate went to visit a fishing village.Then one day, he followed one of the fishermen out to fish. Then they fished, for sometime, and when the fisherman felt that the fishes was enough, he headed back. Then, the graduate asked,'Why don't you fish for a longer time?'
'Why?' the fisherman asked.
'If you fish for a few hours longer everyday, then you would get more fish to sell. Which in turn u save up the money, buy a few more ships and slowly develop it into a company.'
'Then?
'Then when you have enough money you retire, buy yourself a small island and enjoy life.'
'But i am enjoying my life right now...'
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Thats about it, kinda forgotten 50% of it.Kinda screwed, but still, i suppose it can deliver the message i want to get across.Sometimes, when we are too set about a target in life.We make big aims, plan carefully, sometimes even resorting to backstabbing. In the end, we all come back to the same point. We die? Yes. Then people make consolation attempts, 'its the process taht counts''well, i got what i want' but isn't what you want was already on your side all along?. In our current education system we are taught to TAKE,'EARN' what you want. We were never taught to appreciate what we have.'i want this''i want that' YOU want, what about the people around you? Stop being self-centered like me people. I am not a model example.
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Yay, caught up with the current episodes of bleach.
Bleach is nice!(how many times did i say that..)
Then yesterday's post-wushu recreation activicty(soccer)
i kinda sucked, like....left my 'aura' at home.
Then like dam sian
i need people to be founders for my Gunz clan!!!
I miss my old skills!
im only 15% of what i used to be...
and i forever will be stuck there

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Wa, one week since i started watching Bleach(Burichi)
Finished up till episode hundred liao
Bleach is a really nice show
My favourite characters are:
Zaraki Kenpachi
Kyuchiki Byakuya
Kyuchiki Rukia
Those are the top 3.
Then recently started gunz again
found out i lost 80% of my skills..
And my dota still as noob
And by the way im making a clan in Gunz, ijji server
Name is Arcana.
Then my holidays are jus staying at home and play computer
kinda sad and boring...ok nt very sad
and nt so boring
Recently like run out of philosophies to talk about
kinda brain disfunction, wait, i dun have a brain..

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Today, i got woken up by the noise
generated my sister's guitar
Of course i will get pissed when woken up like that
then of course i got out of my bed
then brush teeth, have breakfast etc
then after that go cut hair, then buy prata
then ate 2egg 2plain
then after that go play bowling with my dad and mum
then today very noob
only hit hundred ONCE, rest all 90+
haiz..........................................
then went home, watch bleach
Well, i completed 42episodes in 3days
then watch...till dinner time then had dinner(with family)
then after that mlcy asked to go eat dinner with him(and his sis)
so i went for a second dinner
We went to the milkk cafe to eat
and we had the 4person set meal(when there are 3)
it was the milkk cafe special platter
had half a spring chicken,french fires,calamari,fish
baked beans,mayonaisse(how to spell!),cosslaw(how to spell agn?!)
sotong rings,lettuce(?little bit only)
then we ate.well, it was filling but nt quite enough xD
so i asked for ironplate tofu na da bowl of rice
then ate.....so which makes this meal REALLY filling
Then SUPER full,then go home
then watch bleach agn xD
Bleach is a nice show.
i like the second opening song
'dont say things like 'i cant laugh'or'i hate people''
and i like quincys,shoot arrows xD spammers

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Well, i have lots of things to say
Firstly, im workin on a new map =D
Secondly, my granado espada is level way slow
Thirdly, i have to once again thank my fans(imaginary or not)
Today was a fine day
woke up, turned on comp first thing..
then brush teeth and eat breakfast while waiting for comp to start up
meanwhile, i looked TV
yes, not watch, becus too lazy to walk to the switch
then after that go play GE
found out im leveling dam slow
3days onli level 20...
then after that play lor
then my sis slept till 12 then woke up
then she go buy lnnch, then i off my comp
go watch th show my uncle lent me
'Big Country Rising Up' (Da Guo Jue Qi)
real nice, learnt alot from 2 episodes
so stay tuned for more chim chim stuff frm me
then liddat lor
*Mmmm, can smell the 'seaside' smell from my room...Sea breeze!*

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Another post for my imaginary fans =D
well, today during wushu really felt like singing
song 11 from my song list.
becus, our coach didnt come!
and super slack
yea its me, sloth
Well, enough of me
i am really, REALLY pissed off when theres people saying
WHATEVER
yea, im sensitive
its like, they think they can whatever their way out?
that the word whatever will mask your
er..er..well i cant say it but its hiding something
You cant whatever your way out.
Sorry, truth hurts
sometimes, truth really hurts
but most of the time truth hurts alot
I cant do a thing about it
i honor truth, and respect truthful people
rather than those trying to hide the bad news to make us
continue living in our fairy tale
So if you feel hurt reading this article
you may be one of the whatever-ers
If you really got nothing else to say
feel free to say WHATEVER!
its not against the law!

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I finally downloaded granado espada
its fun, nice graphics, easy to understand
but my comp abit too slow to handle it
sometimes will lag like siao
Well, i really got nothing to say
just posting for fun

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Guess i'll be like,
slowing down my pace in blogging nw
like dun one day post so many liao
like once per 2 days.
I am learning how to become a better person
so if can, anyone, jus help me
Thanks

To brian

1.Grab the nearest book and turn to page 18,Line 4
Wont be back till tomorrow morning...
2.Stretch your left arm as far out as you can
Curtains
3.What was the last thing u watched on tv?
Channel 5,Prison break,guy asking for forgiveness
4.Without looking guess what the time is
too lazy
5.what is the actual time
1030
6.With exception to the computer, what can u hear
Fan blades and far off construction site working
7.When was the last step outside
Yesterday wushu
8.Before you started this survey,what did you look at
Brians blog
9.What are you wearing
White clothes
10.Did u dream last night
yes
11.when last did you laugh
yesterday afternoon
12.What is on the walls of room you are in
light green, dartboard,aircon
13.Seen anyhting wierd lately?
Your face
14.What do you think of this quiz
Dunno
15.What is the last film you watched
Leni Ralfhenstal
16.If you become a multi millionare overnight, what would you buy?
More money
17.Tell me something about you i dont know.
Its kept from you for a reason
18.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make this world stop being so fake
19.Do you like dance?dancing?
Yes
20.George W Bush...
Why his name suddenly come out?
21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you call her?
Dunno
22.Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you call him?
Dunno
23.Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes
24. What would you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?"
What is pearly gates....==
25. Four other people must do this quiz
Stop this nonsense
The quiz as you wanted!

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I will have to learn to accept defeat
before i can embrace victory
Trying to let go the addictive surge
that victory gives
And learn to accept the hard truth
that defeat brings

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I am utterly disppointed with my performace today
Well, i am such a sore loser
I cant accept defeat
And how can i remain victorious when i can't handle defeat?
It started today when i went to lan with Teddy
Then we played dota while waiting for sljb
then we played 2 rounds, i random hero all, he chose
but i won both, like total ownage
Then sljb came, we switched comp, to play 3 people game
Then first round me and teddy team against sljb
24mins24secs we finished it, then second rnd sljb and teddy 1v1
teddy lost....but he treats it as nothing heppen still
Then another rnd...me and teddy vs sljb agn
34mins34secs....he improved in defending anyway
then last round, me vs teddy and sljb.
Thats when i started to get sore
i wasn't confident, but i still randomed
worst of luck, i got meepo(some hero i never used before)
then they CHOSE their heroes
i felt so screwed and remaking the game, but still i showed
no signs of unhappiness and played on
As some can see, Meepo VS Dwarven sniper and Beast master
Looks pretty hopeless...
Then i played, i kept geeting denied by DS(dwarven sniper)
And BM(beast master) no threat yet
Then i cant farm to get money..then i started to whine to teddy
telling him to stop denying,and he gave me some things to kill
then when they got to high enough level, they started to kill me
i kept dying, because meepo is a low health hero
I was then like shouting my displeasure, whining once more
then teddy finally gave me one kill from him
Then i played on, still whining....
Then thanks to his one kill, i was able to farm what i wanted
So i started to feed off BM, yet still whining
Then i got all the finally gay items but i was still whining
Teddy actually gave alot of chance by not hunting me down,
and getting his exp from somewhere else
then in the end i won, and i dun feel happy at all
i felt that it was won thru whining and complaining...
Teddy is a much more generous person than i am
I felt like such a sore loser today...
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Don't know why everyone seems so cold today..
Guess im turning cold too

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Few months ago my father pointed out something
VERY true..
sorry my brain lags...few months ago...
That those people living in these affluent areas
would consider ending their own life
While those in third world countries
struggle everyday and every moment to survive
I do not really know how to explain this but
i have quite alot of opinions on this
Reason that those rich people may be like too bored
seeking challenge in life? Life has no challenge?
They need not make any efforts to try to survive
while others are struggling or slogging their guts out
So their mind start to wonder to far off areas,
or it may not even wonder
As the saying goes, an empty mind is a devils workshop
maybe they are 'possesed' or whatever, but who cares
this world cares about nothing but money
So they just walk quietly to the roof of the building
or choose a very sharp blade slowly
or beginning setting up their own suicide plan
These things do not happen as sudden as accidents do
they take time, and can be avoided
Then in the end they manage to suicide, but many would
finally regret but it is already too late
And i suppose those in third world countries are too busy
keeping themselves alive that they have
no time to walk quietly up the roof of a building
no money to buy a very sharp blade
and education to plot their own suicide plan.
So i would think, if those that are able to live soundly
no risk of dying or whatever
And those who struggle to live on and have the risk of dying
almost every second
Would have such a total different mindset about their own life
That people is good-to-do areas do not value their life
and those not-as-good-to-do value it
again, it is all about our mindset and how we think of ourselves

Think u are treasure, think u are trash. No matter what u will be right

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Ha by music corner is screwed, and i named my fairy tale post
So many things i've done wrong and need to correct...

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Every change is an evolution
And there will be a time where evolution reached its end
...
So this is when theres no more changes
when we are finally feeling secured
satisfied with our current status
and need not make any amendments in our environment
Human greed can never be satisfied with material gains
What makes us contented is our mindset
A human mind is a really great tool
for its amazing ability to process information, restrict our inner beast
And so, we can use that powerful mind to curb our greed
make us understand more, and curb our pool of desires
making it much smaller, so it is easier to fill up
Well, kinda side-tracked
Sorry if u do not get what i mean
I am not very good at expressing myself
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Today woke up, go wushu
then before going out stomach ache
then after that still go...
when i reached, i saw people getting punished for being late
then im like, whew im later so im nt punished
Guess its because i gt valid reason...
Then same old training, i let down TYY today
like disgraced him, he taught me well but i didnt do as well
kinda short term memory, SORRY I AM A SLOW LEARNER
thena after that went with teddy go to J8 eat the pepper lunch
nt as good as many people claim though
Then after went to play lan(dota)
like i won all the rounds except the last one
i was better than i expected....still im nt that good
after that went home...here i am now typing this crap

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i love fairy tale belivers
they hold such strong belive in their fairy tale
such, contagious hope and living every moment as though its a miracle
We could really cheer up jus by getting along with them
Well...enough of that topic
Today is just...another day
well...today woke up and played audi...
like im still as noob
and then dota...
then went to my physics remedial...
before that went for lunch at S11 beside J8
I feel real stupid during the remedial
its like, i dun understand a thing
then like....so confused
so many whys and unknowns
then after that got a mini test
then went home...
then loaf arnd...playing with the keyboard
making unknown noise
then dinner then computer again...
same old routine
Life is nothing but a bore
and whats there for us to life on when we have no purpose for living
if my death could make life meaningful, i would gladly die
luckily it doesn't, so i am still here talking crap
well, since my death isn't going to help
i shall live on and try my best to help make this world a better place
Yes, dreams are often seemed as nonsensical, impossible
but i will be the one that make it happen
Lol sounded like some speech...
Sian ah.....so sian

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Guess i'll have to start
project 'One Week Of Solitude'
i'll try to survive without initiating communication with others
but if people talk to me i wouldn't mind

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This morning went to play bowling with my dad
Well, i did nt bad for the 2nd and third round
then others were really sucky

My best current score only
Well im just a casual player....
Then went home and played as usual
tired of everyday playing
and im shedding my sunburnt skin also
another pic taken while jogging

think i posted this before..but its nice
zzz, sian la
Monday got physics remedial 2-4
Tuesday Wushu 9-12
thursday wushu again 9-12