Another day

I am utterly disppointed with my performace today
Well, i am such a sore loser
I cant accept defeat
And how can i remain victorious when i can't handle defeat?
It started today when i went to lan with Teddy
Then we played dota while waiting for sljb
then we played 2 rounds, i random hero all, he chose
but i won both, like total ownage
Then sljb came, we switched comp, to play 3 people game
Then first round me and teddy team against sljb
24mins24secs we finished it, then second rnd sljb and teddy 1v1
teddy lost....but he treats it as nothing heppen still
Then another rnd...me and teddy vs sljb agn
34mins34secs....he improved in defending anyway
then last round, me vs teddy and sljb.
Thats when i started to get sore
i wasn't confident, but i still randomed
worst of luck, i got meepo(some hero i never used before)
then they CHOSE their heroes
i felt so screwed and remaking the game, but still i showed
no signs of unhappiness and played on
As some can see, Meepo VS Dwarven sniper and Beast master
Looks pretty hopeless...
Then i played, i kept geeting denied by DS(dwarven sniper)
And BM(beast master) no threat yet
Then i cant farm to get money..then i started to whine to teddy
telling him to stop denying,and he gave me some things to kill
then when they got to high enough level, they started to kill me
i kept dying, because meepo is a low health hero
I was then like shouting my displeasure, whining once more
then teddy finally gave me one kill from him
Then i played on, still whining....
Then thanks to his one kill, i was able to farm what i wanted
So i started to feed off BM, yet still whining
Then i got all the finally gay items but i was still whining
Teddy actually gave alot of chance by not hunting me down,
and getting his exp from somewhere else
then in the end i won, and i dun feel happy at all
i felt that it was won thru whining and complaining...
Teddy is a much more generous person than i am
I felt like such a sore loser today...
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Don't know why everyone seems so cold today..
Guess im turning cold too