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Today not bad
Total balls let in: 1
oh ya, i had soccer with my wushu frens today again
sadly there is no space for us to play
so we had to make do with some cramped space
its like, our schoolmates LOVE soccer!
but our principal just do not care!
i mean like, designate a few places for soccer
we will really appreciate it.
Anyway only let in one ball, becus the goal is small
officially not even one is let in becus the game
hasn't really started yet
I guess i will be commanding in our school's ndp performance
oh, dun be mistaken, its nt the commander for uniformed groups
its only commands for wushu, and for a really short time
And i am not the 'odd one out' anymore
haiz..

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Watched simpsons with Tiong.
Funny show.
To be continued....immediately
then we went to plaza singapura watch
Watch till 11+, then took his dad's car home
at first his dad is like
'i drive fast, are you comfortable with fast cars?'
i nodded, then he like trying to speed up
but alot of cars ahead, in the end he was driving dam slow.
then he seemed to be really interested in sembawang,
so i gave him all the chim directions on how to get to my house
im like, gt left right confusion
i told him where mrt was
i point to right saying left.
then his father go left...
Dam guai lan la

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losing interest in everything

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Feel like watching simpsons.
Nobody watching with me how?
Sian la, Albert stated that white people who wear specs are nerdy
Then im VERY white, am i nerdy?
white and nerdy la.
If im really white and nerdy, what are the people
who spend their life every hour infront of a computer
and who cant do 3 chinups?
Shit man, i find this place screwed
this whole world thing.
How i wish i can revert everything where there is no evil

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Very happy
Today gt math exam, then dam hard
sian, i retain liao
T.T but nvm i will work hard for last term
today gt wushu, dam fun
got pre-wushu soccer match
Of course im the goalkeeper again.
scored one by walking the ball in
i found back my aura today, saved lots of balls
although i have let in some
nobody is perfect.
At least i did my best
during the post-wushu match
i managed to score 2 goals from my goal
not bad, one curve ball, one straight
my straight balls are DEAD straight.
then i think i saved about 20+ balls today
happy day.

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Not bad, very happy
cus can do 3 pull ups liao.

Another day

Yesterday went to Isaac's farewell party
he is leaving Singapore, so we went to
Orchard cineleisure to celebrate with him
went to Emax to play, rented 2 rooms and played
Then play for first hour, after that first hour
we went to taupok Isaac, and im the first layer
quite pain, cant breathe, cus im holding back
trying to give Isacc least pressure as possible
so i kinda tanked it.
Then after that went on playing our own games.
I played dota and winning eleven 8
first time play, quite fun.
Then after that we all played till 11
then prepare to go home
then i ask if anyone going to for supper
Then they suggested to go
'The Roti Prata House' at Thomson road
Some people found it too late so didnt tag along
there is direct bus to my home so i followed them
only 6 of us went there.
The plain prata is the BEST........
i ate 2 plain 1 egg.
then almost everyone had the same
after that then take the direct bus home.
Fun day/night, very long haven had so much fun.

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If we would compare life to a journey
and regardless of what we get in the end
and we should really care whats in the process
thats what many people commonly say.
I would think if we really compare our life to a journey
we should really not rush through it
or it will end faster than it suppose to last
and we would overtake our friends and families
and this journey, has no reverse.
So we should relax, drive slow, and admire the sceneries.
We could even ask some of our friend to drive with us
and spend some quality time together
of course life is not a straight road.
there are bumpy rides, or stormy weathers
of which we need people to drive along with us
then we will feel comforted, and we are not alone.
Sadly, many people are rushing through their life
taking it as a race, rushing thru every metre of it
shouldn't we slow down and wait for some of our friends,
and that we can know each other better
instead of making enemies and trying to overtake each other
Some even risks the rush by taking shortcuts
Which results in dead-ends(death)
There would be a limit in how long we live
how much we can do or take
but there will be no limit in how much we can give
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Today went to school for chemistry lessons
Then Mrs Chua late by 30mins la...
gave us false hope that shes not coming.
Then like, i kena isolated
tiong and xiaowee kena called to sit away
then i solo one corner of the class...
Go thru the test paper halfway,
some guy and some china immersion program guy came in
they came in to see how we have our lessons
then the china guy sat behind me
Then for the whole lessons i jus copy notes and act enthu lo
After that go arcade..
I played drum mania, and i sucked at it
waste money, i dam noob
can only play those slow ones.
Then tiong is like, own that game la
...
Then play Initial D, first time play
then play halfway some pro come vs me...
i kena own again, waste my money la.
then tiong say: siao u go play with him
then im like...he join the game halfway
Then like play other games lo
Like Ghost squad and Outrun
After that go eat lunch, then go grandma hse
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I think im really going mad
i have random mood swings
sometimes really angry,
sometimes sad,
sometimes happy and laugh for no reason
duno whats happening to me
i dun seem to know anything...

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We are all so unappreciative of the things we have
Do not call me a good guy
i will cry, i dun deserve such a sacred praise
i am wicked. one of the many people who live for the
single entity, that is themselves
Some people do not even live for anything
they jus loaf around and wait to die
Cant really sleep, alot of things on my mind.
I think i really going mad
i mean, losing my head
i have random mood swings now and then,
ask tiong, he was victimised.
I have alot of random thoughts invading my head
cant concentrate of stuff
I cant really trust anyone. Except for one
Who is this one?
i cant trust you, so im not telling you
I am really amazing, i can control my moods
for a moment i was angry, then was sad, then angry again.
like some freak,
i feel as though my brain is a puppeteer,
toying with the feelings in my heart.
Jus feel like whacking someone.
Any avaliable living dummies?

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This world is quite a failure
it may have every comfort that you need
it may even have anything and everything
but it doesn't have good people.
It lacks good people.
what are good people
how to identify them?
i do not know.
This world has no good people left.
all the good people are unable to survive with these
wicked souls. They had moved.
moved to another place waiting for wicked people
to infest that place.

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My blog like noone reading.
think i slow down my blogging pace.
I try to use less comp now.
wish me luck.
I want to quit using computers

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I found out that its hard to find active posting bloggers.
most people just, post one per week?
its like, they made the blog only to note down
interesting events of their life?
Or their thoughts on themselves?
or to kill time while game servers are patching/not working
Mostly, those infrequent posters mostly blog on themselves.
They have no real time to pause, take a look around,
then post abt their surroundings.
For frequent bloggers, Congrats u earned my respect
Although they are boring.
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I read alot of blogs, and i g random link to link jumping.
but i rarely those ones i jump around.
Unless they are like emos(see brians one)
Then tag to comfort them lo.
Jus make sure less people suicide.
It is sad to just waste your life away when u can
make better use of it.
So much resources are poured into SG youths
so that they can grow up and be a good person.
But most of them just want to die.
Mostly over small matters, rarely for greater goods.
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I am so easily tricked,
i jus realised im so naive la.
Jus put in a few good words in front of me
And you get my attention and liking.
It is THAT simple.
Nevermind, im fine being a simple person anyway

You Are 100% Slacker

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Are You a Slacker?

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

Yes i love sunsets.

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You're Totally Sarcastic

You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

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You Are Scary

You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

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Your Depression Level: 96%

You seem to be severely depressed. You should seek immediate attention from your physician. Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.

Are You Depressed?

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Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

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Today, went to school for remedial
erm, i mean extra lessons
then gt chem, after that was math.
then after math went to lan shop to play
today was fun, although i lost.
Before that we went around ang mo kio central finding
the new lan shop. the sun was big, and we were sweating
it was really a hot day. Then finally we found it
it was nice but we didnt went in there.
I'm tired of gaming, i feel like quitting.
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I have currently no comments on this world
I am tired.
Fatigue.Mental fatigue.
Maybe i will fall and faint anytime.
someone, pls dun let me fall flat on the floor when i faint.
I wont die yet, i will have to suffer enough before i do.

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You Are 88% Paranoid Schizophrenic

You have almost all of the paranoid schizophrenia warning signs... But you may just think this quiz is out to get you!

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

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What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

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The Keys to Your Heart

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What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Another day

Today, normal day.
go to school
except got performance on pri school.
today my performance sucked, woke up from wrong side of bed
like dam tired,
then after that performance i rushed to my class
then study lor.
After school decided to go lan.
then go with sherman, teddy and lee yang
nt bad la, everyone only lost one round except sherman
cos anyone who teamed with sherman lost the matches
then me and lee yang profession screeners/kill stealers
nt bad after all, i did have my fun, satisfied enough.
Then go home liao lo, then like wing sze sms me on the train
telling me she like erm on the wat home also.
then jus kept smsing untill reach my stop
(Sembawang-omfg its freaking far)
then she is only one train ahead of me, so she jus i guess waited
then saw her and walk home lo
on the way she gt some choco.
then i like, dam tired frm the lan so didnt talk alot
somemore +lack of real human contact for so long.
then walk to the vcd stall, cus she want to rent some lo
then she like kept talking and talking non-stop
and her voice so shrill, breaking my ear drums la.
but still beats walking home alone la.
Not bad la today, not a bad day.
Its just a sad life, thats all

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As continued from the last(last) post,
i have said till that im going to continue it in the next post
so im going to continue it here.
Maybe the earth is moving to somewhere else with more people?
And that they are too big for us to notice, just like when
we see the sun rise and sets, we think that the sun moves around us
maybe when we see the earth gets closer to other planets,
we will think that other planets are coming closer due to gravity etc.
And it will take alot of time
Hard to explain in raw words, but i can raise some examples
just like millions of celle in our body die every second
to earth, millions of humans die to the earth's definition of one second
so when it moves, it will take up several earth's minutes
just like taking up several of our minutes
Meanwhile, we all get old, age and die...and soon forgotten
Then why is the earth moving round and round?
i suppose its just an imitation to mock our human lives
a boring routine that drags for a long time, doing the same stuff
Or its just earth's breathing in and out,
As said in the inconvinients truth, the CO2/O2 levels
on earth constantly changes per half a year
which resembles us breathing in and out
Now we move on to natural disasters
Natural disasters, are they so natural as we says?
NO! Ok actually yes.
It would be like, the earth got itchy
and decided to scratch herself
in the process, many were killed, depending on the level
of strength used to scratch.
The increase of frequency of 'natural' disasters
i have an explanation
it would be like, we start to irritate earth
and she gt pissed and start to scratch more
or use more strength to scratch
apprantly its not working, and we adapt to those
disasters like viruses mutating and gaining immunity from
our medicines.
Many things are inter-linked, and can be explained
from a more 'alive' point of view
Treat everythin as if its alive,
care about its feelings,
and finally place yourself in its shoes.
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So much for my chim talks. Those were only my childish views
on earth and how it seems to me like
I think i am living up to this blogs name of being SERIOUS
Ah yes...seriously, i am not trying to make this blog serious
its like only a name, like u are called 'brave'
but in fact u are nt that brave. Its only a name
do not judge a blog by its name.(book by its cover)
Something thats bothering me, is that i found out
that i AM, i really AM ,but im not sure that if i really AM
despo.
I feel like being stuck at a crossroad. duno wad to do
like jus stone there, afraid that i would regret my choice.
I am starting to get serious in my warcraft map
'The Hide And The Seek'
Do not know why many say that its boring!
I find it Fun! Fun! Fun! Why?!?!??!
why isnt it fun? Ah nvm. i have to chill
chill...
chill...(best served chilled)
chill...is it getting any colder?
chill...aint working i haven on my air con
chill... shit im turning lame.
i really got nothing better to do, sorry
And about the book on helping global warming.
i really urge you to get one, its free
its nt exactly a book, but like notes
important ones. that will give u suggestions in helping
the climate crisis. not climax crisis, its climate crisis
Haha, im turning lame
I am like, no-life. Someone give me life! Share it with me!

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Just a short note,
i found out that almost everyones
profile abt themselve,
all write hate backstabbers
even backstabbers themselves write that
Yes another short note
Thanks fer your atantion
(sry i fail english)

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As usual, i got lost in my thoughts
I was thinking that, maybe we are only 'micro-organisms'
on Earth's point of view.
If we really are, then earth might just be really sad
he is surrounded by 7 other dead planets
and one really bright light,
which resembles people crowding around a fireplace
with 7 others asleep and one awake
however, we are killing this single awake one
like the organisms in our body, having war causing sickness to us
maybe we are another 'Earth' from the organisms' point of view
then we might be seems as be along with the organisms
that we are along with few other planets, consider who we are
like for a social person, the organisms see him as surrounded by
other planets, and travel around them frequently
For Earth, she is surrounded by anti-social planets,
which are not friendly to us organisms, and we cant adapt to it
so when we reach there we die, just like when the organisms
cant adapt to your friends body, it dies
Still people move to other places
I shall stop here and continue next time,
Stay tuned my imaginary fans, i will be back!
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Another day, yes, this blog is very 'act-emo'
like some dumb emo poser, im sure it disgust my fans
or even any random reader, but i was really sad yesterday
for no reason
Tiong said that all my presentations are funny
im nt sure if that is a compliment
but i think he jus said that for making me present for the grps
today gt wushu, nt bad, can sense enthu-ness in juniors
there may be hope after all
Actually, we all can do our part in helping the world
about global warming.
Just be like me and this world will be alot cooler
I have this book, received various comments,
i shall list some:
'Highly captivating!' - Ding
'Creative manipulation of words!' - Dingism
'An amazing piece of art!' - Dingman
'A 5/5 stars!' - Ding
So these are some of the comments.
If you are interested, you can contact me for more details
i can give you one for free, as this is for helping the world
'Simple ways to help in Global Warming'
Yes thats abt it.
I think i stop acting emo liao.

i think i going emo
drinking pure ribena no water..
i feel so dead

...dam sad
jus screwed my own dinner
failed terribly
wasted alot of food
...

Magic the gathering colour

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Whew, today i presented my english project, which is about my passion
because today im too lazy to decorate my presentation,
i put the word' no frills' into every slide
which means 'no fancy stuff'
i suppose my presentation was funny, cos my class kinda laughed
and laughed at my presentation
i didnt prepare any speech, or planning on reading off the screen
so i crapped everything i can, not exactly everything cos of time restrain
especially during the screenshots part, as picture speaks a thousand words,
i managed to talk alot, and my class laughed alot, untill
i saw Mr Ng face like hes not really happy
so i jus moved on to the next slide. I am amazed by my
'beat around the bush' skills, although i prefer things to be direct.
then this is the major event of my day(i think only mine) for today,
Then went on with usual lessons, and almost slept...zzz...
then after school, i got too bored to walk home along, so loitered
around the school for sometime, then decided to head home anyway
on the way to mrt station i saw a huge gang heading for J8 for movies
i know some of them, and went on to ask what movies are they watching
luckily they are watching transformers
so i tagged along and watched with them
the movie is not bad, and i spotted many, many
errors in the subtitles especially in chinese ones.
Nice graphics, no plot, no real nice story, no focus on main characters
if u are only finding action, tranformers will be the movie.
i agree with megatron, all humans dun deserve to live.
yes, and i got kinda sad when he died, because he cant kill humans
And another good thing was, the movie was playing linkin parks
'What i've done' and i liked it
but only for awhile, but still was enough
i can be easily satisfied,
contentment is not about how much u have
its about how much u see

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I have to agree with some people
that my blog seems more like a depression blog
rather than a serious blog to have serious discussions.
i have never intended this blog to be holding serious matters
in the first place.
I am such a loser, cant excel in anything
Guess if i am dead everthing will still go on the way it is.
I wish i can continue living in my own fairytale,
but everyone and everything is trying to imprison me into this dying world. I can't live on as how i used to be.
Some changes have to be implemented, but its not yet the time

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I wanted Zaraki Kenpachi

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Recently like dam sad for no reason
Sian.
Dunno why, but im jus sian and sad
This saturday we had our CHS Homecoming Day
Also known as the school fair
then dam sian, go there tend the stall for the morning
then after that go to see the 'LAN shop'
The pros really pro la, then the noobs are...
Sian la, i also noob
my dota really noob
duno why, but i always seem to be a noob...
Sian.
This world really becoming....haiz
everyone only caring their own business
it is impossible to find someone who is...
i really don't know
now everyones busy with their own business
noones cares even if u need help
I feel so fucked living in this screwed place
maybe the end of the world is not a bad thing after all
Because nothing deserves to live anymore