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If we would compare life to a journey
and regardless of what we get in the end
and we should really care whats in the process
thats what many people commonly say.
I would think if we really compare our life to a journey
we should really not rush through it
or it will end faster than it suppose to last
and we would overtake our friends and families
and this journey, has no reverse.
So we should relax, drive slow, and admire the sceneries.
We could even ask some of our friend to drive with us
and spend some quality time together
of course life is not a straight road.
there are bumpy rides, or stormy weathers
of which we need people to drive along with us
then we will feel comforted, and we are not alone.
Sadly, many people are rushing through their life
taking it as a race, rushing thru every metre of it
shouldn't we slow down and wait for some of our friends,
and that we can know each other better
instead of making enemies and trying to overtake each other
Some even risks the rush by taking shortcuts
Which results in dead-ends(death)
There would be a limit in how long we live
how much we can do or take
but there will be no limit in how much we can give
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Today went to school for chemistry lessons
Then Mrs Chua late by 30mins la...
gave us false hope that shes not coming.
Then like, i kena isolated
tiong and xiaowee kena called to sit away
then i solo one corner of the class...
Go thru the test paper halfway,
some guy and some china immersion program guy came in
they came in to see how we have our lessons
then the china guy sat behind me
Then for the whole lessons i jus copy notes and act enthu lo
After that go arcade..
I played drum mania, and i sucked at it
waste money, i dam noob
can only play those slow ones.
Then tiong is like, own that game la
...
Then play Initial D, first time play
then play halfway some pro come vs me...
i kena own again, waste my money la.
then tiong say: siao u go play with him
then im like...he join the game halfway
Then like play other games lo
Like Ghost squad and Outrun
After that go eat lunch, then go grandma hse
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I think im really going mad
i have random mood swings
sometimes really angry,
sometimes sad,
sometimes happy and laugh for no reason
duno whats happening to me
i dun seem to know anything...