Another post

Its amazing what a contrast victory and defeat brings
And i had jus tasted defeat
in a GunZ match, while playing with TS
He won me flat, i have nothing to say
His hp left is much higher when i died
I was amazed indeed, im noob.
Not jus that, every game that i lose, i jus
had that sour feeling. This proves im still
a sore loser. I MUST control my emotions.
Its only a game, and its so easy to say that
It is always easier to talk
Like some people, BOAST so much,
and people belive them
i cant belive it, it is jus so fake
obviously impossible for another kid to be SO
FREAKING famous and well respected, looked upon
or blah blah so godlike.
Yet people still belive. Is this some kind of trick
that people pull on those with one last strand of hope?
I have no hope to pull tricks on. I am indifferent
How u boast, i jus won't belive.
It is always easier said than done
Like, during a football game, leaked a few balls
people scold u, 'such an easy ball u leaked?!'
Or a dota game 'Buy this then buy that, then kill lo'
Making everything sound so easy.
Such a facade i see, such a fake world
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Today played roller chairs with tiong and jon
quite fun. uploading the vid on youtube soon.