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Its mamazing how people can boast
or we can verbally bring ourselves to such
GOD LIKE STAGE, it jus plain boasting
im tired of boasting, why cant we just talk normally
Why must we boast?
Isit to seek acceptance?
if that is so, u are accepted for what u do and what u have
instead of who u are.
So why do we still boast?
Some of it sound so ridiculous
totally uinbelivable, yet we still try our best to defend it
its like, defending a fire that is going to burn the paper that is wrapping it.
I agree that acceptance is hard to get
As we are all getting so wrapped up in ourselves
Closing ourselves in our own small world
living as though everyone else is invisible
And that the acceptance is really hard to get.
One fine example of it is that we find chances to insult
or even condemn someone if we ever have the chance
such as talking bad behind them
i NEVER talk bad behind pple, i jus talk bad in front of them
Or at least i try to talk in front of them.
So we are in our own world, and people cant get in
Have to admit, everyday we get home, turn on the computer
and stare at it all day. We rarely go out and talk
Or jus, find someone go the the park, look at the clouds.
So then we boast, trying to impress our friends
although we know they would not belive
but we try so hard to kid ourselves
Making ourselves happy, making false hope to lead us
How can we find acceptance from others, when we cannot even accept ourselves.
Examples of not accepting ourselves is the lack of self confidence
we buy so many accesories to decorate ourselves
again hoping to impress others to accept us,
again to boast abt our affluence, how rich we are
'Hey im rich, come be friends with me'
Then this means having those friends is worthless
they are only there for your money
Fair-weathered friends that abandon you if u are suffering
ignores your troubles, only want to gain the best for themselves
such is not an aceptance for you
but instead for your property, and what they can gain from you.
Sad life really.