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Today not bad
Total balls let in: 1
oh ya, i had soccer with my wushu frens today again
sadly there is no space for us to play
so we had to make do with some cramped space
its like, our schoolmates LOVE soccer!
but our principal just do not care!
i mean like, designate a few places for soccer
we will really appreciate it.
Anyway only let in one ball, becus the goal is small
officially not even one is let in becus the game
hasn't really started yet
I guess i will be commanding in our school's ndp performance
oh, dun be mistaken, its nt the commander for uniformed groups
its only commands for wushu, and for a really short time
And i am not the 'odd one out' anymore
haiz..

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Watched simpsons with Tiong.
Funny show.
To be continued....immediately
then we went to plaza singapura watch
Watch till 11+, then took his dad's car home
at first his dad is like
'i drive fast, are you comfortable with fast cars?'
i nodded, then he like trying to speed up
but alot of cars ahead, in the end he was driving dam slow.
then he seemed to be really interested in sembawang,
so i gave him all the chim directions on how to get to my house
im like, gt left right confusion
i told him where mrt was
i point to right saying left.
then his father go left...
Dam guai lan la

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losing interest in everything

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Feel like watching simpsons.
Nobody watching with me how?
Sian la, Albert stated that white people who wear specs are nerdy
Then im VERY white, am i nerdy?
white and nerdy la.
If im really white and nerdy, what are the people
who spend their life every hour infront of a computer
and who cant do 3 chinups?
Shit man, i find this place screwed
this whole world thing.
How i wish i can revert everything where there is no evil

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Very happy
Today gt math exam, then dam hard
sian, i retain liao
T.T but nvm i will work hard for last term
today gt wushu, dam fun
got pre-wushu soccer match
Of course im the goalkeeper again.
scored one by walking the ball in
i found back my aura today, saved lots of balls
although i have let in some
nobody is perfect.
At least i did my best
during the post-wushu match
i managed to score 2 goals from my goal
not bad, one curve ball, one straight
my straight balls are DEAD straight.
then i think i saved about 20+ balls today
happy day.

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Not bad, very happy
cus can do 3 pull ups liao.

Another day

Yesterday went to Isaac's farewell party
he is leaving Singapore, so we went to
Orchard cineleisure to celebrate with him
went to Emax to play, rented 2 rooms and played
Then play for first hour, after that first hour
we went to taupok Isaac, and im the first layer
quite pain, cant breathe, cus im holding back
trying to give Isacc least pressure as possible
so i kinda tanked it.
Then after that went on playing our own games.
I played dota and winning eleven 8
first time play, quite fun.
Then after that we all played till 11
then prepare to go home
then i ask if anyone going to for supper
Then they suggested to go
'The Roti Prata House' at Thomson road
Some people found it too late so didnt tag along
there is direct bus to my home so i followed them
only 6 of us went there.
The plain prata is the BEST........
i ate 2 plain 1 egg.
then almost everyone had the same
after that then take the direct bus home.
Fun day/night, very long haven had so much fun.

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If we would compare life to a journey
and regardless of what we get in the end
and we should really care whats in the process
thats what many people commonly say.
I would think if we really compare our life to a journey
we should really not rush through it
or it will end faster than it suppose to last
and we would overtake our friends and families
and this journey, has no reverse.
So we should relax, drive slow, and admire the sceneries.
We could even ask some of our friend to drive with us
and spend some quality time together
of course life is not a straight road.
there are bumpy rides, or stormy weathers
of which we need people to drive along with us
then we will feel comforted, and we are not alone.
Sadly, many people are rushing through their life
taking it as a race, rushing thru every metre of it
shouldn't we slow down and wait for some of our friends,
and that we can know each other better
instead of making enemies and trying to overtake each other
Some even risks the rush by taking shortcuts
Which results in dead-ends(death)
There would be a limit in how long we live
how much we can do or take
but there will be no limit in how much we can give
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Today went to school for chemistry lessons
Then Mrs Chua late by 30mins la...
gave us false hope that shes not coming.
Then like, i kena isolated
tiong and xiaowee kena called to sit away
then i solo one corner of the class...
Go thru the test paper halfway,
some guy and some china immersion program guy came in
they came in to see how we have our lessons
then the china guy sat behind me
Then for the whole lessons i jus copy notes and act enthu lo
After that go arcade..
I played drum mania, and i sucked at it
waste money, i dam noob
can only play those slow ones.
Then tiong is like, own that game la
...
Then play Initial D, first time play
then play halfway some pro come vs me...
i kena own again, waste my money la.
then tiong say: siao u go play with him
then im like...he join the game halfway
Then like play other games lo
Like Ghost squad and Outrun
After that go eat lunch, then go grandma hse
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I think im really going mad
i have random mood swings
sometimes really angry,
sometimes sad,
sometimes happy and laugh for no reason
duno whats happening to me
i dun seem to know anything...

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We are all so unappreciative of the things we have
Do not call me a good guy
i will cry, i dun deserve such a sacred praise
i am wicked. one of the many people who live for the
single entity, that is themselves
Some people do not even live for anything
they jus loaf around and wait to die
Cant really sleep, alot of things on my mind.
I think i really going mad
i mean, losing my head
i have random mood swings now and then,
ask tiong, he was victimised.
I have alot of random thoughts invading my head
cant concentrate of stuff
I cant really trust anyone. Except for one
Who is this one?
i cant trust you, so im not telling you
I am really amazing, i can control my moods
for a moment i was angry, then was sad, then angry again.
like some freak,
i feel as though my brain is a puppeteer,
toying with the feelings in my heart.
Jus feel like whacking someone.
Any avaliable living dummies?

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This world is quite a failure
it may have every comfort that you need
it may even have anything and everything
but it doesn't have good people.
It lacks good people.
what are good people
how to identify them?
i do not know.
This world has no good people left.
all the good people are unable to survive with these
wicked souls. They had moved.
moved to another place waiting for wicked people
to infest that place.

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My blog like noone reading.
think i slow down my blogging pace.
I try to use less comp now.
wish me luck.
I want to quit using computers

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I found out that its hard to find active posting bloggers.
most people just, post one per week?
its like, they made the blog only to note down
interesting events of their life?
Or their thoughts on themselves?
or to kill time while game servers are patching/not working
Mostly, those infrequent posters mostly blog on themselves.
They have no real time to pause, take a look around,
then post abt their surroundings.
For frequent bloggers, Congrats u earned my respect
Although they are boring.
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I read alot of blogs, and i g random link to link jumping.
but i rarely those ones i jump around.
Unless they are like emos(see brians one)
Then tag to comfort them lo.
Jus make sure less people suicide.
It is sad to just waste your life away when u can
make better use of it.
So much resources are poured into SG youths
so that they can grow up and be a good person.
But most of them just want to die.
Mostly over small matters, rarely for greater goods.
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I am so easily tricked,
i jus realised im so naive la.
Jus put in a few good words in front of me
And you get my attention and liking.
It is THAT simple.
Nevermind, im fine being a simple person anyway

You Are 100% Slacker

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Are You a Slacker?

Your Blogging Type is Pensive and Philosophical

You blog like no one else is reading... You tend to use your blog to explore ideas - often in long winded prose. Easy going and flexible, you tend to befriend other bloggers easily. But if they disagree with once too much, you'll pull them from your blogroll!

What's Your Blogging Personality?

You Are A Realistic Romantic

It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line!

Are You Romantic or Realistic?

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You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad.

How Sarcastic Are You?

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You even scare scary people sometimes!

How Scary Are You?

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You seem to be severely depressed. You should seek immediate attention from your physician. Depression can be cured - you just need to take the first step.

Are You Depressed?

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Your Personality Is

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The Three Question Personality Test

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Today, went to school for remedial
erm, i mean extra lessons
then gt chem, after that was math.
then after math went to lan shop to play
today was fun, although i lost.
Before that we went around ang mo kio central finding
the new lan shop. the sun was big, and we were sweating
it was really a hot day. Then finally we found it
it was nice but we didnt went in there.
I'm tired of gaming, i feel like quitting.
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I have currently no comments on this world
I am tired.
Fatigue.Mental fatigue.
Maybe i will fall and faint anytime.
someone, pls dun let me fall flat on the floor when i faint.
I wont die yet, i will have to suffer enough before i do.

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Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

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What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You?

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The Keys to Your Heart

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What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Another day

Today, normal day.
go to school
except got performance on pri school.
today my performance sucked, woke up from wrong side of bed
like dam tired,
then after that performance i rushed to my class
then study lor.
After school decided to go lan.
then go with sherman, teddy and lee yang
nt bad la, everyone only lost one round except sherman
cos anyone who teamed with sherman lost the matches
then me and lee yang profession screeners/kill stealers
nt bad after all, i did have my fun, satisfied enough.
Then go home liao lo, then like wing sze sms me on the train
telling me she like erm on the wat home also.
then jus kept smsing untill reach my stop
(Sembawang-omfg its freaking far)
then she is only one train ahead of me, so she jus i guess waited
then saw her and walk home lo
on the way she gt some choco.
then i like, dam tired frm the lan so didnt talk alot
somemore +lack of real human contact for so long.
then walk to the vcd stall, cus she want to rent some lo
then she like kept talking and talking non-stop
and her voice so shrill, breaking my ear drums la.
but still beats walking home alone la.
Not bad la today, not a bad day.
Its just a sad life, thats all

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As continued from the last(last) post,
i have said till that im going to continue it in the next post
so im going to continue it here.
Maybe the earth is moving to somewhere else with more people?
And that they are too big for us to notice, just like when
we see the sun rise and sets, we think that the sun moves around us
maybe when we see the earth gets closer to other planets,
we will think that other planets are coming closer due to gravity etc.
And it will take alot of time
Hard to explain in raw words, but i can raise some examples
just like millions of celle in our body die every second
to earth, millions of humans die to the earth's definition of one second
so when it moves, it will take up several earth's minutes
just like taking up several of our minutes
Meanwhile, we all get old, age and die...and soon forgotten
Then why is the earth moving round and round?
i suppose its just an imitation to mock our human lives
a boring routine that drags for a long time, doing the same stuff
Or its just earth's breathing in and out,
As said in the inconvinients truth, the CO2/O2 levels
on earth constantly changes per half a year
which resembles us breathing in and out
Now we move on to natural disasters
Natural disasters, are they so natural as we says?
NO! Ok actually yes.
It would be like, the earth got itchy
and decided to scratch herself
in the process, many were killed, depending on the level
of strength used to scratch.
The increase of frequency of 'natural' disasters
i have an explanation
it would be like, we start to irritate earth
and she gt pissed and start to scratch more
or use more strength to scratch
apprantly its not working, and we adapt to those
disasters like viruses mutating and gaining immunity from
our medicines.
Many things are inter-linked, and can be explained
from a more 'alive' point of view
Treat everythin as if its alive,
care about its feelings,
and finally place yourself in its shoes.
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So much for my chim talks. Those were only my childish views
on earth and how it seems to me like
I think i am living up to this blogs name of being SERIOUS
Ah yes...seriously, i am not trying to make this blog serious
its like only a name, like u are called 'brave'
but in fact u are nt that brave. Its only a name
do not judge a blog by its name.(book by its cover)
Something thats bothering me, is that i found out
that i AM, i really AM ,but im not sure that if i really AM
despo.
I feel like being stuck at a crossroad. duno wad to do
like jus stone there, afraid that i would regret my choice.
I am starting to get serious in my warcraft map
'The Hide And The Seek'
Do not know why many say that its boring!
I find it Fun! Fun! Fun! Why?!?!??!
why isnt it fun? Ah nvm. i have to chill
chill...
chill...(best served chilled)
chill...is it getting any colder?
chill...aint working i haven on my air con
chill... shit im turning lame.
i really got nothing better to do, sorry
And about the book on helping global warming.
i really urge you to get one, its free
its nt exactly a book, but like notes
important ones. that will give u suggestions in helping
the climate crisis. not climax crisis, its climate crisis
Haha, im turning lame
I am like, no-life. Someone give me life! Share it with me!

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Just a short note,
i found out that almost everyones
profile abt themselve,
all write hate backstabbers
even backstabbers themselves write that
Yes another short note
Thanks fer your atantion
(sry i fail english)

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As usual, i got lost in my thoughts
I was thinking that, maybe we are only 'micro-organisms'
on Earth's point of view.
If we really are, then earth might just be really sad
he is surrounded by 7 other dead planets
and one really bright light,
which resembles people crowding around a fireplace
with 7 others asleep and one awake
however, we are killing this single awake one
like the organisms in our body, having war causing sickness to us
maybe we are another 'Earth' from the organisms' point of view
then we might be seems as be along with the organisms
that we are along with few other planets, consider who we are
like for a social person, the organisms see him as surrounded by
other planets, and travel around them frequently
For Earth, she is surrounded by anti-social planets,
which are not friendly to us organisms, and we cant adapt to it
so when we reach there we die, just like when the organisms
cant adapt to your friends body, it dies
Still people move to other places
I shall stop here and continue next time,
Stay tuned my imaginary fans, i will be back!
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Another day, yes, this blog is very 'act-emo'
like some dumb emo poser, im sure it disgust my fans
or even any random reader, but i was really sad yesterday
for no reason
Tiong said that all my presentations are funny
im nt sure if that is a compliment
but i think he jus said that for making me present for the grps
today gt wushu, nt bad, can sense enthu-ness in juniors
there may be hope after all
Actually, we all can do our part in helping the world
about global warming.
Just be like me and this world will be alot cooler
I have this book, received various comments,
i shall list some:
'Highly captivating!' - Ding
'Creative manipulation of words!' - Dingism
'An amazing piece of art!' - Dingman
'A 5/5 stars!' - Ding
So these are some of the comments.
If you are interested, you can contact me for more details
i can give you one for free, as this is for helping the world
'Simple ways to help in Global Warming'
Yes thats abt it.
I think i stop acting emo liao.

i think i going emo
drinking pure ribena no water..
i feel so dead

...dam sad
jus screwed my own dinner
failed terribly
wasted alot of food
...

Magic the gathering colour

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Whew, today i presented my english project, which is about my passion
because today im too lazy to decorate my presentation,
i put the word' no frills' into every slide
which means 'no fancy stuff'
i suppose my presentation was funny, cos my class kinda laughed
and laughed at my presentation
i didnt prepare any speech, or planning on reading off the screen
so i crapped everything i can, not exactly everything cos of time restrain
especially during the screenshots part, as picture speaks a thousand words,
i managed to talk alot, and my class laughed alot, untill
i saw Mr Ng face like hes not really happy
so i jus moved on to the next slide. I am amazed by my
'beat around the bush' skills, although i prefer things to be direct.
then this is the major event of my day(i think only mine) for today,
Then went on with usual lessons, and almost slept...zzz...
then after school, i got too bored to walk home along, so loitered
around the school for sometime, then decided to head home anyway
on the way to mrt station i saw a huge gang heading for J8 for movies
i know some of them, and went on to ask what movies are they watching
luckily they are watching transformers
so i tagged along and watched with them
the movie is not bad, and i spotted many, many
errors in the subtitles especially in chinese ones.
Nice graphics, no plot, no real nice story, no focus on main characters
if u are only finding action, tranformers will be the movie.
i agree with megatron, all humans dun deserve to live.
yes, and i got kinda sad when he died, because he cant kill humans
And another good thing was, the movie was playing linkin parks
'What i've done' and i liked it
but only for awhile, but still was enough
i can be easily satisfied,
contentment is not about how much u have
its about how much u see

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I have to agree with some people
that my blog seems more like a depression blog
rather than a serious blog to have serious discussions.
i have never intended this blog to be holding serious matters
in the first place.
I am such a loser, cant excel in anything
Guess if i am dead everthing will still go on the way it is.
I wish i can continue living in my own fairytale,
but everyone and everything is trying to imprison me into this dying world. I can't live on as how i used to be.
Some changes have to be implemented, but its not yet the time

.

I wanted Zaraki Kenpachi

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Recently like dam sad for no reason
Sian.
Dunno why, but im jus sian and sad
This saturday we had our CHS Homecoming Day
Also known as the school fair
then dam sian, go there tend the stall for the morning
then after that go to see the 'LAN shop'
The pros really pro la, then the noobs are...
Sian la, i also noob
my dota really noob
duno why, but i always seem to be a noob...
Sian.
This world really becoming....haiz
everyone only caring their own business
it is impossible to find someone who is...
i really don't know
now everyones busy with their own business
noones cares even if u need help
I feel so fucked living in this screwed place
maybe the end of the world is not a bad thing after all
Because nothing deserves to live anymore

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Rummaging through my random thought
i found one real random
or rather two, maybe three... ah nevermind
Global warming is real, and i can feel it right now
right here is my warm(to warm) and cosy(too cosy) room
One surefire way is to stop all forms of mordern living
and learn from the amish their way of life
which is quite cool
Another way, would be call up an army of scientist
to revert heat energy in the air to come other forms of energy
like from : Heat -> Potential/sound/lesser heat
Jus revert it and make this world a cooler place!
Or collect all the greenhouse gases and send them to space
exile them from earth.
Third day of school, i feel free
like, i felt free in a school, quite amazing
Then still kinda bored, now school start cant play as much
but everyday play also sian one.
so i think i go be some muscle freak,
take steriods and workout.
This friday going to CHIJ perform!!!
Then coach dam freaked out cause im still screwed!!!
And one mistake 10pumpings!!!
and i sure make like 50++ minstakes one!!!
Im not really hoping to get jio-ed by girls and such
when i get there la, just hope dun screw up
and disgrace CHS wushu team.

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Well, i read the newspaper
and saw on the headlines
'Rich girl mocks some other girl monkey'
(its in chineese and im a bad translator)
And indeed i was pretty shocked to see that news
even having appearing on the headlines was a further shock
C'mon, its only mocking 'monkey'
we mock people monkey too, like smwf...and hes cool with it
and we call fat people fats...and i think they are fine
almost call everyone a nick name
even i have one too, its 'serious','xiao-bai' even 'micheal jackson'
but i know its just for fun and jokes and stuff, so chill
Didn't know why people make such a big fuss, although she posted that
mocking on her blog
So what if they are great enemies? A nickname don't kill you
or him, or her
and they are even taken to counselling...
Kinda making a molehill out of a anthill.
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Today school started, dam sian
miss chow gt some family prob and wont be coming for this
week to school...
then taken over my 'Mrs Chua'(former miss tan)
then after school gt wushu
yesss, wushu
then notified that maybe, MAYBE im going to CHIJ toa payoh
to perform for their youth day,of course along with alot others(16)
Only hope i dun screw up
then first day of school wushu talked a little too much
so got extra PT, heng a little only
then after the PT went to buy bubble tea
then walk home lor

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I got a story here: (kinda forgotten)
Once, a young graduate went to visit a fishing village.Then one day, he followed one of the fishermen out to fish. Then they fished, for sometime, and when the fisherman felt that the fishes was enough, he headed back. Then, the graduate asked,'Why don't you fish for a longer time?'
'Why?' the fisherman asked.
'If you fish for a few hours longer everyday, then you would get more fish to sell. Which in turn u save up the money, buy a few more ships and slowly develop it into a company.'
'Then?
'Then when you have enough money you retire, buy yourself a small island and enjoy life.'
'But i am enjoying my life right now...'
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Thats about it, kinda forgotten 50% of it.Kinda screwed, but still, i suppose it can deliver the message i want to get across.Sometimes, when we are too set about a target in life.We make big aims, plan carefully, sometimes even resorting to backstabbing. In the end, we all come back to the same point. We die? Yes. Then people make consolation attempts, 'its the process taht counts''well, i got what i want' but isn't what you want was already on your side all along?. In our current education system we are taught to TAKE,'EARN' what you want. We were never taught to appreciate what we have.'i want this''i want that' YOU want, what about the people around you? Stop being self-centered like me people. I am not a model example.
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Yay, caught up with the current episodes of bleach.
Bleach is nice!(how many times did i say that..)
Then yesterday's post-wushu recreation activicty(soccer)
i kinda sucked, like....left my 'aura' at home.
Then like dam sian
i need people to be founders for my Gunz clan!!!
I miss my old skills!
im only 15% of what i used to be...
and i forever will be stuck there

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Wa, one week since i started watching Bleach(Burichi)
Finished up till episode hundred liao
Bleach is a really nice show
My favourite characters are:
Zaraki Kenpachi
Kyuchiki Byakuya
Kyuchiki Rukia
Those are the top 3.
Then recently started gunz again
found out i lost 80% of my skills..
And my dota still as noob
And by the way im making a clan in Gunz, ijji server
Name is Arcana.
Then my holidays are jus staying at home and play computer
kinda sad and boring...ok nt very sad
and nt so boring
Recently like run out of philosophies to talk about
kinda brain disfunction, wait, i dun have a brain..

Another day

Today, i got woken up by the noise
generated my sister's guitar
Of course i will get pissed when woken up like that
then of course i got out of my bed
then brush teeth, have breakfast etc
then after that go cut hair, then buy prata
then ate 2egg 2plain
then after that go play bowling with my dad and mum
then today very noob
only hit hundred ONCE, rest all 90+
haiz..........................................
then went home, watch bleach
Well, i completed 42episodes in 3days
then watch...till dinner time then had dinner(with family)
then after that mlcy asked to go eat dinner with him(and his sis)
so i went for a second dinner
We went to the milkk cafe to eat
and we had the 4person set meal(when there are 3)
it was the milkk cafe special platter
had half a spring chicken,french fires,calamari,fish
baked beans,mayonaisse(how to spell!),cosslaw(how to spell agn?!)
sotong rings,lettuce(?little bit only)
then we ate.well, it was filling but nt quite enough xD
so i asked for ironplate tofu na da bowl of rice
then ate.....so which makes this meal REALLY filling
Then SUPER full,then go home
then watch bleach agn xD
Bleach is a nice show.
i like the second opening song
'dont say things like 'i cant laugh'or'i hate people''
and i like quincys,shoot arrows xD spammers

Another post

Well, i have lots of things to say
Firstly, im workin on a new map =D
Secondly, my granado espada is level way slow
Thirdly, i have to once again thank my fans(imaginary or not)
Today was a fine day
woke up, turned on comp first thing..
then brush teeth and eat breakfast while waiting for comp to start up
meanwhile, i looked TV
yes, not watch, becus too lazy to walk to the switch
then after that go play GE
found out im leveling dam slow
3days onli level 20...
then after that play lor
then my sis slept till 12 then woke up
then she go buy lnnch, then i off my comp
go watch th show my uncle lent me
'Big Country Rising Up' (Da Guo Jue Qi)
real nice, learnt alot from 2 episodes
so stay tuned for more chim chim stuff frm me
then liddat lor
*Mmmm, can smell the 'seaside' smell from my room...Sea breeze!*

Another post

Another post for my imaginary fans =D
well, today during wushu really felt like singing
song 11 from my song list.
becus, our coach didnt come!
and super slack
yea its me, sloth
Well, enough of me
i am really, REALLY pissed off when theres people saying
WHATEVER
yea, im sensitive
its like, they think they can whatever their way out?
that the word whatever will mask your
er..er..well i cant say it but its hiding something
You cant whatever your way out.
Sorry, truth hurts
sometimes, truth really hurts
but most of the time truth hurts alot
I cant do a thing about it
i honor truth, and respect truthful people
rather than those trying to hide the bad news to make us
continue living in our fairy tale
So if you feel hurt reading this article
you may be one of the whatever-ers
If you really got nothing else to say
feel free to say WHATEVER!
its not against the law!

Another post

I finally downloaded granado espada
its fun, nice graphics, easy to understand
but my comp abit too slow to handle it
sometimes will lag like siao
Well, i really got nothing to say
just posting for fun

Another post

Guess i'll be like,
slowing down my pace in blogging nw
like dun one day post so many liao
like once per 2 days.
I am learning how to become a better person
so if can, anyone, jus help me
Thanks

To brian

1.Grab the nearest book and turn to page 18,Line 4
Wont be back till tomorrow morning...
2.Stretch your left arm as far out as you can
Curtains
3.What was the last thing u watched on tv?
Channel 5,Prison break,guy asking for forgiveness
4.Without looking guess what the time is
too lazy
5.what is the actual time
1030
6.With exception to the computer, what can u hear
Fan blades and far off construction site working
7.When was the last step outside
Yesterday wushu
8.Before you started this survey,what did you look at
Brians blog
9.What are you wearing
White clothes
10.Did u dream last night
yes
11.when last did you laugh
yesterday afternoon
12.What is on the walls of room you are in
light green, dartboard,aircon
13.Seen anyhting wierd lately?
Your face
14.What do you think of this quiz
Dunno
15.What is the last film you watched
Leni Ralfhenstal
16.If you become a multi millionare overnight, what would you buy?
More money
17.Tell me something about you i dont know.
Its kept from you for a reason
18.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make this world stop being so fake
19.Do you like dance?dancing?
Yes
20.George W Bush...
Why his name suddenly come out?
21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you call her?
Dunno
22.Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you call him?
Dunno
23.Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes
24. What would you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?"
What is pearly gates....==
25. Four other people must do this quiz
Stop this nonsense
The quiz as you wanted!

Another post

I will have to learn to accept defeat
before i can embrace victory
Trying to let go the addictive surge
that victory gives
And learn to accept the hard truth
that defeat brings

Another day

I am utterly disppointed with my performace today
Well, i am such a sore loser
I cant accept defeat
And how can i remain victorious when i can't handle defeat?
It started today when i went to lan with Teddy
Then we played dota while waiting for sljb
then we played 2 rounds, i random hero all, he chose
but i won both, like total ownage
Then sljb came, we switched comp, to play 3 people game
Then first round me and teddy team against sljb
24mins24secs we finished it, then second rnd sljb and teddy 1v1
teddy lost....but he treats it as nothing heppen still
Then another rnd...me and teddy vs sljb agn
34mins34secs....he improved in defending anyway
then last round, me vs teddy and sljb.
Thats when i started to get sore
i wasn't confident, but i still randomed
worst of luck, i got meepo(some hero i never used before)
then they CHOSE their heroes
i felt so screwed and remaking the game, but still i showed
no signs of unhappiness and played on
As some can see, Meepo VS Dwarven sniper and Beast master
Looks pretty hopeless...
Then i played, i kept geeting denied by DS(dwarven sniper)
And BM(beast master) no threat yet
Then i cant farm to get money..then i started to whine to teddy
telling him to stop denying,and he gave me some things to kill
then when they got to high enough level, they started to kill me
i kept dying, because meepo is a low health hero
I was then like shouting my displeasure, whining once more
then teddy finally gave me one kill from him
Then i played on, still whining....
Then thanks to his one kill, i was able to farm what i wanted
So i started to feed off BM, yet still whining
Then i got all the finally gay items but i was still whining
Teddy actually gave alot of chance by not hunting me down,
and getting his exp from somewhere else
then in the end i won, and i dun feel happy at all
i felt that it was won thru whining and complaining...
Teddy is a much more generous person than i am
I felt like such a sore loser today...
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Don't know why everyone seems so cold today..
Guess im turning cold too

Another day

Few months ago my father pointed out something
VERY true..
sorry my brain lags...few months ago...
That those people living in these affluent areas
would consider ending their own life
While those in third world countries
struggle everyday and every moment to survive
I do not really know how to explain this but
i have quite alot of opinions on this
Reason that those rich people may be like too bored
seeking challenge in life? Life has no challenge?
They need not make any efforts to try to survive
while others are struggling or slogging their guts out
So their mind start to wonder to far off areas,
or it may not even wonder
As the saying goes, an empty mind is a devils workshop
maybe they are 'possesed' or whatever, but who cares
this world cares about nothing but money
So they just walk quietly to the roof of the building
or choose a very sharp blade slowly
or beginning setting up their own suicide plan
These things do not happen as sudden as accidents do
they take time, and can be avoided
Then in the end they manage to suicide, but many would
finally regret but it is already too late
And i suppose those in third world countries are too busy
keeping themselves alive that they have
no time to walk quietly up the roof of a building
no money to buy a very sharp blade
and education to plot their own suicide plan.
So i would think, if those that are able to live soundly
no risk of dying or whatever
And those who struggle to live on and have the risk of dying
almost every second
Would have such a total different mindset about their own life
That people is good-to-do areas do not value their life
and those not-as-good-to-do value it
again, it is all about our mindset and how we think of ourselves

Think u are treasure, think u are trash. No matter what u will be right

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Ha by music corner is screwed, and i named my fairy tale post
So many things i've done wrong and need to correct...

Another day

Every change is an evolution
And there will be a time where evolution reached its end
...
So this is when theres no more changes
when we are finally feeling secured
satisfied with our current status
and need not make any amendments in our environment
Human greed can never be satisfied with material gains
What makes us contented is our mindset
A human mind is a really great tool
for its amazing ability to process information, restrict our inner beast
And so, we can use that powerful mind to curb our greed
make us understand more, and curb our pool of desires
making it much smaller, so it is easier to fill up
Well, kinda side-tracked
Sorry if u do not get what i mean
I am not very good at expressing myself
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Today woke up, go wushu
then before going out stomach ache
then after that still go...
when i reached, i saw people getting punished for being late
then im like, whew im later so im nt punished
Guess its because i gt valid reason...
Then same old training, i let down TYY today
like disgraced him, he taught me well but i didnt do as well
kinda short term memory, SORRY I AM A SLOW LEARNER
thena after that went with teddy go to J8 eat the pepper lunch
nt as good as many people claim though
Then after went to play lan(dota)
like i won all the rounds except the last one
i was better than i expected....still im nt that good
after that went home...here i am now typing this crap

Another Day

i love fairy tale belivers
they hold such strong belive in their fairy tale
such, contagious hope and living every moment as though its a miracle
We could really cheer up jus by getting along with them
Well...enough of that topic
Today is just...another day
well...today woke up and played audi...
like im still as noob
and then dota...
then went to my physics remedial...
before that went for lunch at S11 beside J8
I feel real stupid during the remedial
its like, i dun understand a thing
then like....so confused
so many whys and unknowns
then after that got a mini test
then went home...
then loaf arnd...playing with the keyboard
making unknown noise
then dinner then computer again...
same old routine
Life is nothing but a bore
and whats there for us to life on when we have no purpose for living
if my death could make life meaningful, i would gladly die
luckily it doesn't, so i am still here talking crap
well, since my death isn't going to help
i shall live on and try my best to help make this world a better place
Yes, dreams are often seemed as nonsensical, impossible
but i will be the one that make it happen
Lol sounded like some speech...
Sian ah.....so sian

Another day

Guess i'll have to start
project 'One Week Of Solitude'
i'll try to survive without initiating communication with others
but if people talk to me i wouldn't mind

Another day

This morning went to play bowling with my dad
Well, i did nt bad for the 2nd and third round
then others were really sucky

My best current score only
Well im just a casual player....
Then went home and played as usual
tired of everyday playing
and im shedding my sunburnt skin also
another pic taken while jogging

think i posted this before..but its nice
zzz, sian la
Monday got physics remedial 2-4
Tuesday Wushu 9-12
thursday wushu again 9-12

another day

zzz
guess i should study...

Another day

Zzz,
like today vesak day then still need to go school
Nvm, then go english remedial
then like sian la
after that go j8
then go popular
then look around, and bought FMA book16
nice la, got the 'snow queen'
and some surgery thing in the end
dam funny
then after buying went walk arnd somemore
then like i want to go library lor, then we go la
then public holiday close...we reach there then know
Kena jacked.....
then after that go my grandparents hse
then go there sleep
sleep dam long, dam dam long....
after that then go home
on the way saw an accident, come taxi and motorbike
then went home play comp lor, sian la
play play play everyday play
My life is nothing but a fairy tale

camp finish

Yes, i survived the camp
it was fun, i did rafting and cycling
Rafting was extremely fun but cycling was a painful experience
Had 7cramps, then its like cycle hundred plus kilometers?
its divided into 4parts, then theres a 15mins break in the parts
so 4breaks, the first part i did fine
second one i started to cramp, and the guy had to carry me back to the
rest point, then 3rd one i like less than 200m away then i cramp, so took
the CMI(cannot make it) bus la.
basically i took CMI bus 2times
the last part i cramped, and they asked me if i need to go on the bus
because the teacher saw me cramp 3 times liao
then i say no la, then finish off the steep slopes
worst is that i reached the end then got down the bike halfway cramp
then sit outside the ending point stretching my leg
like pain la, somemore sunburns like siao...
Rafting i just did the rapid jumps and raft
rapid jump, is jump into the rapids(mini waterfalls) lor
then we sleep in tents =D
cant sleep for first night, the conditions were unbearable
second night too tired so bo bian sleep liao
Third night never sleep, cos we taking train, then wait at the station la
Got on the train liao then sleep
like, too lazy to type out ecerything...Zzzz
I AM A DAMN FAILURE LA
CANT DO A SINGLE THING RIGHT!
like,
i play dota-so noob
auditions- so noob
magic- so noob
study- so.....dun talk abt it
gunz- my only success
map making- so noob
soldier front- so noob
arcade- so-so nia
yugioh- so noob
I'm like a loser la...
hopeless, guess i hardcore chiong study liao la

Another day

Last day before going for sec3 camp.
Kinda not really excited
going to somewhere 3 singapores away from singapore
like SG is so small la...
So im nt going to post any more shit on this blog for a few days...
im gonna miss the people here
lol, dam scared of leeches la
i already so white liao, later they suck me i like MJ
Michael Jackson, haha
he acted in all the scary movies la
dam funny, like insulting himself, but still its nice
I should play less and start to do other things
like get a healthy hobby? or find someone special? lol
Guess i'll just lie on the bed forever ba
too lazy to do anything le

Another day

Yesss, wushu day x33
i love wushu la
like, so enthu abt it
i can go mad jumping arnd
then somersault on the mattress
dam funny, today i saw the big mattress
so i jus go there, pulled teddy along
then i somersault
on the spot, then fall on my back
luckily got matress, then others see me do
also follow
See?! im influential
then like we all flipping here and there
if an alien saw us, it might think we are human pancakes
getting flipped by an invisible spatula
Then like at school no special things happen
like, only wushu is fun

Another day

=D another fun day
Tis morning took a multiple intelligence test.
Got lingo,logic,music,spatial,'feeling',interpersonal,intrapersonal
I dun really get what they meant
but still, my highest was 'feeling' and spatial
spatial is like, designing things, 'argar'ation skills
then 'feeling' like erm... sensitive artists? lol
Then like dam suprised.
after school go eat then play soccer with paris,zq,sc,jw and blgy
like dam heng lol, we used the basketball pole as goal
then i score once, miss once
blgy miss hell lots of times score once
then one more guy score once, thats all
the game stopped due to too much injuries
violent match, anyhow kick never see de
...
Saw the navy advertisement for recruitment
say what,'if your life were a movie, what would it be?'
then im like-humour =D
Took me quite sometime to take notice of the advertisement anyway
im kinda..brain laggy
and short term memory
Zzz Sec 3 camp coming, gotta miss SG,we going to malaysia

Another day

yea, lame day.
jus, laze around ,watch movie
aint really nothing interesting except yesterday,
after wushu got football
then i as usual goalkeeper
i was very tired that time
so i just squat down and play
that time everyone was like shouting for me to get up
then i like heck care...
miraculously, i only let in one ball!
but alot of own goals, cos i cant balance well as im tired
luckily they are understanding enough not to count own goals
so i only let in one...jia hao let in another...
so just say, squatting down helps in football!
i think next time i squat down also...

Anyone interested?

Anyone interested in going for my siser's guitar concert?
It is held in the june holidays
At hwachong somewher there
at night de
No real confirmed details yet
When have i post again
Yea...
I will be going also anyway
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Well...
Thinking back of things i did this week
-Raised my hand for nothing in goegraphy class while checking scripts
then Mr ng ask me what i raised for i found out i am raising my hand
-Who says it take 2 hands to clap?!
Those who know me know what im saying
-Watched kungpow, nice movie....voice subbing comedy
-watched some parts of rocky balboa, nice movie
-went to lan, owned...then went to magic tournament, owned
-played hell lot of pranks!...esp. Tiong fu
Well, all sounded quite childish
Thats what people with no life does..

Another Day

Well, another day
morning went for a DotA session at amk
then of course own la
i so pro lol
witch doctor nt as bad as i thought
and mekansm is a real pain in the ass
sry to people who didnt understand wad i said
Then after that rushed to magic the gathering tournament
alot of people today
abt 20?
i got 8th
Got one loser...yea sad guy
he played halfway and he was winning
suddenly his friend pulled out one card from under the table
it was a rare dual land
then the judge walked by
then say- match lost...
the guy like dam sad, and his opponent, bw, was like freaking happy
like jumping arnd and laughing
yong quan also...lols
then i HATE playing with edward magic
he takes so long to think
and NEVER gives chance for you
it sucks
Then after that went to eat in some real nice 'ba chor mee'
situated in some real remote toa pa yoh
well, it was nice
then went to j8 arcade...then go home...
Thats all and good night!

Another day

Well, like gotten my results
not quite happy with some
but still acceptable
sian...
cant wait to own in dota tml

Another day

Well, i have quite alot to catch up
So there will be essays coming up in this single post
Lets start with pictures

Well. number ONE for my wushu jersey leh...
like abit too much for me
im not good enought for this number lol
so weak...

And my new adidas shoes
yea nice, sry if my camera nt good
Leather de leh

Lol, excalibur...limited edition
when did I become limited edition?
i am one and unique, theres not even suppose to be limited
haha

Now for my life...
Still quite sian
Dunno why, i never EVER went emo anytimes and felt like dying
i only felt like not living thats all
Had a headache today
after lunch before wushu
then like, dam pain...the suffering...
Still, i think that is all the petty things that i kept inside me
Time to let go,
forgive everyone i hate
give what i can bear to part
forget the critisms received
and live on
Bottling everything will only make me go mad
Yea...
Still, i felt that i deserved to suffer the pain
because i do not deserve to live a forever comfortable live
there has to be sufferings to contrast enjoyments
As i said, we cant live in our own world
Then i think i turning girly lol
feeling 'rao'
Haha, guess im overly despo le....

Yes!

yay, finally can update blog le...
some problem, but nevermind nothing is perfect
Well, not so sian recently
guess im despo too
like sljb(standard example)
so...realli got nth to write
only fun and games in my life..
like no life lol
nevermind, im despo
being despo is my LIFE
...

Another Day

Guess im going mad, keep feeling everyones aginst me again
...
2 post in a day?
who cares
i cant keep my sanity
losing it bit by bit
day by day
....
gues now only ten% left?
zzz

Another day

Yay, no need to go to school
I love my school(not totally)
Nothing to do, working on a new map...
Dunno why, i have a sudden urge to make a map about war
see seas of army swarming towards each other
Well, why should there even be war in the first place...
The selfish interest of human's bloodlust
just to satisfy it, many things were sacrificed

Feel like im dying
after exams, like play untill sian also
then dun want to study
...
i can onlystare into the sky and wonder
wonder about what im going to wonder
Yea, im very lazy, so best activicties that suit me is stoning
But why i join a sport cca like wushu...
abit regret, everytime need to work so hard
displace my body parts so many times lol
Its hard work
Yea really

Another day

Well, just posting
More cloudy pics xD


Well, almost all the pics i get is frm my room
Actually, i am jus another freak cooped in my room
Jus, rott...
Enough about me, i need to get out and care for others
Well, i started by going down to buy newspapers and stuff
Done quite alot of things
mostly wake people up frm their comfortable dreams
And bring them to this painful and sinful hell
the truth always hurts
Hope's existence is just to cover up the crudeness of truth
To save the ignorant souls that are not prepared
I am not prepared too
Half of this world is not prepared
All living in their own world
all oblivious to the ones around them
taking them for granted
'Their existence is for me only'....
why not that we exist for each other, and not for YOU
ME,MYSELF, and I
favourites of these ingrates
Many problems are caused by this..... selfish act
Humans, will always be selfish

Another day

Dunno why, recently thinking everyones against me..
Sorry guys, esp brian, i even spelled his name wrongly in the apology at his blog..
Dun feel like blogging,but ytrd was my grandma b'dae
Then had lots of fun lol
Ate lots of really nice food xD
i ate like dam full..then stomachache
then i bear with it, and very proud of myself able to handle the pain
Then got my cousins
they like still dam sad
still cannot play games, etc etc
cos their parents kiasu ma (i think)
then they watch all the animes only
then thay talk to me abt anime i duno alot
talk abt games they duno alot
like, cannot connect .....
Then after that go home

Then now, today like dam sian
still thinking everyone against me
Cos im such a loser,loner, unimpressive, inconstructive
might as well end up dead...
wasting resources
Zzzzz

I really have no life

Zzz...
Another day
today woke up and my father scold me, for stoning
he say i got no soul, then tell me exam over still mus study
blah,blah,blah...
Then i feel so dead
Dun feel like doing anything
jus rot.

Another day

Well, last day of exams
The math paper wad freaking hard
i think i fail (and retain) liao
Then after exams go IRC play lan
got alot of people going
then play DotA lor
Dam tired, play dam long
Er, first round i give up hope
cos got sherman and zhi yuan on my team
then VS ray,roy hector and addarrel
3nubs vs 4 pro
then i give up hope on even killing one
but in the end i go hiong that kill 4 sia xD
but always die to towers :(
Then i tell them remake, then second round..
Got Ray, me and sherman(omfg again?!)
vs all la....
i used zeus, kill like siao
spamspamspamspamspam lightning bolts
Then denied one of vm(ZY) kills by going suicide at nc
Anyway dam tiring, so sian of dota go play other game
played battle field-special force
first time play, but still got kill
then since alot of people first time play,
so play back the good, ol standard CS
sian dam long neva play tio own
i keep buying shield then tank xD

Then finish go home lor.
Took the MRT(mass rapid transport) yes the MRT
Then take home liao.

My ambition for united world

Well, i always had this dream
that the whole world would befriend each and everyone
that there would be no discrimination
prince and paupers could be friends
the rich would help the poor
then every-week there would be major world-wide parties held at sahara desert
then have water parades there =D

More clouds


I really like clouds
they are so fluffy and look so nice
I feel like holding a major party up there where everyone
is bouncing above the clouds
...yea sounds childish
But this is it

Another day

Duno why today cant focus,
all the typo errors and overlooks items
cant study, cant concentrate
can feel the life fading right away from my fingertips
argh.........
*souls fly away*
(dun worry its nt the 2billion party)
Its like, now we dun blog to blog
we blog to reply to posts and 'follow the trend'
well, i blogged becos there wad this period of freaking lag
and cant play online games
so started to blog....now im still doing it

Its like, every night before i sleep i go into deep thinking
its very unlike me to go into deep thinking
luckily, those thought disappear along with my dreams
i always try to make a mental note to remember
but it failed.
Well, i am a very lazy person
Sloth is the sin that symbolises me
im even too lazy to care abt other sins
such as wrath or envy or gluttony or pride or lust
Very serious prob

Eh, im a deep thinker
i dun belive it
but still, there is always a sub-conscious side of everyone
wher we fall into a state when we will start thinking
thinking of something more than just of our future
think of many others, and how this world works
how everything occurs
the cycle of life
Now as the cycle goes on, i will be remaining in my everquest for knowledge

Another day

Well, the exams are freaking hard
Chemistry is either very easy or very hard
Geog is still ok, only not enough points to write
Duno why today cannot concentrate

After exams, me, nyjw,bw,sc,yj,zq went to 'window shopping'
actually is to irritate shop keepers
dam lame, first stop comics connection in junction8
we went to stare at the decks
for damn long
then make alot of noise
then jy say: oi bryan whats that under ur jacket!
then bw say: cannot take la, my hand here
then we walk arnd lor, after that jy and norman waiting outside
then when bryan walk out we made the 'teet-teet' sound
then like everyone watching us

lol then went to the 'hall' got the samsung exhibition.
Then we act rich, go 'buy' the TV
then the guy like dam unhappy
beside the exhibition got osim exhibition
then sc go guai lan again, he and yj go try the Upapa
then we all jus run away
they got BANGSEI-ED.

then go home lor, zzz play/study
do the same routine of everyday life
routine bores life you know
Wordy blogs also bores people, so i end here lo

More sunsets

Very happy, place some sunsets caught from my room



Well, and my most beautiful sunset caught beside my school.



Sunsets are always the most beautiful.
A human can never match its beauty
Well, a moon looks nice too, but too far cant catch the pic

Another birthday xD

W00ts, a holiday for a birthday!
had this for fifteen years
hahas
very happy, hahas
HAHAS
wees
*pop* <-from crackers

Well, birthday is a holiday
it is an occasion when its to be celebrated with your loved ones
Well, had an awesomely delicious dinner......Steamboat!
=D
before that had a game of basketbal with mel
found out that i had not done sports a long time
because of exams....
Lets nt let exam spoil our mood
Then had few games of dota earlier on
although its only ai, but still fun
But dun let this mood get to you only one day!
this mood should be always with you
as, may the force be with you

Another day

Well, today i rushed home after school
VERY tired, as you can see
its physics and social studies
Both energy straining subs
So rushed home, take a break

Another day ba, i really love sunsets

Another day

Well, i went to delifrance for breakfast wth norman, sc, bw
We actually wanted to go Macs, but since norman suggested deli
and he treat, we unwittingly stepped into delifrance
Well, we ate, and SC was totally crazy and attitude the waitress
then they like dam buai song
then we ate and chat blah,blah
then when the bill comes, it wad twenty plus
norman exclaimed: Wa so cheap ah! i thought fifty plus
and took out a fat $50 note and gave the waitress

Then go for lessons lor
whole lesson practised 'Tiong-fu' with tiong
the art of assaulting the neck/chin, without getting striked back
and we played
and btw, there is this dam funny thing
everytime we play and get caught by teacher
always tiong kena
i am safe, sitting there laughing at him
Well, he can strike normally
and i can do very zai fifty times in a row backstab chin attack
thats how fast we are
then in the end we had burned chins due to the friction
After the lesson go played lan
go to IRC, and found out need member
so signed up and played
then kena own in dota, but cs...evenly matched
DotA my drow can easily kill pudge, but the naix is freaking imba
Well, then finished playing then go home liao
Then we go MRT station, me and bw then go take the one to marina bay cos we dun wanna stand, and then when we saw the door was already open
i rushed and jumped in like some kung-fu movie star with both legs about 3/4 metres up in the air, and when i got in the whole cabin was staring at me
and bw just walked in...
Like dam attention seeking, haiz
cant blame me for my razor fast reactions

then felt like getting another 5 dollar deck at my sembawangs comics connection
went there, found out no decks left
siann
So this is another day of my life

Another day

Well, i found some real good bargains.
Somehow somewhere is having a big stock clearing
and theres cheap decks(magic) of about $5 each
Kamigawa somemore
Well, today i kinda very lost focused in class
too tired
exams seems to drain more energy than study
And i sleep VERY early compared to other people
yes, i sleep at 9 normally...

Well, today i woke up and felt extremely giddy and tired
Like my life was drained from me
no energy to do anything

Well, i managed to upload some pics from my phone into the comp
Mostly about the clouds, sky, no humans
Humans ruin the whole beauty of things.


Well, sunset


Well, lots of clouds.

Thats all for Today, just another day

Sloth, one of the seven deadly sins

Well, there is this seven sins of man discovered by pope gregory
And if a sin symbolises me, it would be sloth
obviously, im too lazy to make my own skin or even learn how to
and im even lazy to walk to the kitchen to take drinks
and too lazy to go to school
sadly it conflicts with law

I read this Full Metal Alchemist and theres these 'clones'
they have extraodinary powers blahblah
and they are named after the seven sins
i like sloth, he cannot be stopped and when he fought halfway he slept
he was only stopped when he got frozen by the Alex armstrong's sister's soldiers
Sloth have been digging underground to make a huge transmutation circle for the philosiphers stone
and they are planning to take the whole country to make one freaking big stone
Thats about it currently on full metal alchemist

Now about the day
im really lazy
and i think that i have lots of self improving to do
i have real bad temper
and im such a sore loser
i cannot accept denials
i easily snaps and go mad
well, i guess im mad now
i think i lost it
guessed mugged too much
writting every line bit by bit
jus to keep it simple for me to read
Too lazy to read along the huge string of lines
so fellow bloggers, plz keep things simple
Btw, the other sins are: Lust,Gluttony.Envy,Pride,WRATH**,Greed

Miss chow birthday

Today is our form teacher's birthday
well we stayed back and celebrated
and paul ng(geog/english) teacher look so envious
i think we better make a small celebration for him
or he may kill us

Still, its still Another Day!
one more day closer to my death
one less day to do what i want
Well, wad can i say
...

Uneven salary

Well, i heard that GST is going to rise again -.-
and wher does the money from gst goes to?
to maintain competetion and to prevent talents from escaping
So when all these money goes to the high ranking people
what happens to the rest of the people?
Well we watch them get paid, envy them, and nothing else
its sad, that the poor are getting poorer and the rich are getting richer
as 'someone' said, equality is impossible, but still
others are still trying to make it possible!
How can we stop trying to make this world a better place
just because someone said that it is impossible
At least the effort is commendable
Every 3.1seconds, a person dies from hunger because of poverty
i suppose so)
Back to the point,
we pay tax for the leadership of our leaders
but the prices seem to be over priced
compared to other countries.
We pay them alot of money so they would not accept bribes
as their salary is too low,
but giving them more money than the bribes is nt the option
it doesn't cure the real problem that the minister is greedy
and we are suppose to suffer because of their uncontrollable desires
Our minister's pay is really high compared to other countires
even higher than USA's president.
It is 4000 a day for the higher ranking ones
many of us do not even earn 2000 a month,
and now pops out a 4000 a day?
Instead of widening the gap of the rich and the poor
because of our own greed
how about we show some compassion, let some things go
and minimise the gap of the rich and the poor.

So stop wasting money useless entertainment and start working hard
Work hard for what. So that when we speak, people listen
Have your every hear people listening to a cleaner?
But have u seen people listen to speech made by ministers?(ALOT)
So, this place we are living now is getting more and more unbalanced
and what the higher ranked people say is right
then the lower ranked people, if anyone even hear them talk, is ignored
We should have equal respect to each other, so that we can make the better decisions
from more points of view
Put yourself in others peoples shoes, and look at what you have done
By this, you can see and understand alot more, and live life knowing whats happening
At least you wouldn't die without knowing a thing.
End of 'story'

Thank me peasants!

yes everyone have to thank me
Becos during my b'dae everyone have holiday!

You people can repay me by buying the full package of
Half-life 1/2, CS: source, CS 1.6, and Condition Zero
If you dun mind, i would want Hellgate london too
and Special access to the world's highest restricted areas(barracks etc)
End of joke

Quite nice, i got gd news.
Catholic high average dota skills is betta than most other skools
guess our weekly sessions pay off
The weather recently is really good
but not my mood, no real mood to play
so unknowingly i did some work!
i didnt knew i had the working blood in me
Now i have to work hard for chem,physics and math
i know my languages have no hope, english fail all the way
guess i WILL retain due to english

No time for break guys, mid-years coming, work hard!
Saw this web dam sadded: poverty.com

You Are From Saturn

You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of.

What Planet Are You From?

Well i prefer something else...

Anyway, today had a big dotas noob fight
I kinda own first round
and gotten own in second round
Centaur is really good
you cannot get killed or killed
Boring day, usual homework copy spree
need to start pokemon too, whole class into it o.O
ah joking, not realli interested in pokemon anyway xD
No life...Cs source duno how to patch
paly wif ai everyday
sianZzzz

another post

hurrah another day
Our school is having our funfair (homecoming day) soon
so i decided maybe we sell drinks
yes i am the in charge along with another 3frens
thats all

Another DAY

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Which Final Fantasy Character Are You?



Final Fantasy VII
thats wad i got frm a FFquiz
Bad news
Wushu now is extended to wed to fri
cos nid more serious training
jus becos we didnt get gold
Fuck
Bad day sia
anyway no wushu till june/may(hope its june)

Another day..

i really liked the computer in my room
got the sense of er...ownership
Yes , i and tiong invented a handsign for moodswings and jackmeter
yes its lame.
Zzzz
reali nothing to write

sometimes i think im so useless and might as well die
but then
what will happen to us when we die
is life jus like a dream, and when we die we 'wake' up and appear in ANOTHER dream
i think so
but still im not a risk taker,
So guys, live on!
so dun die first, die onli when my time is up

Another day

its another day! wow
still got no life
even if we got life, what isit?
what we living for now anyway?
Study, do good, earn money, D I E
ya la everyday die, everyONE die
still, we cant jus die liddat, cos no meaning
but if u lived on for another few decades and die
u die for a meaning ar anything?
Dun think so leh

Sian my dota dam nub still
will not work on it, dun reali care
downloaded age of empiresIII, dunno how to crack...
so cannot play la, waste my time
ZZZZZzzzzzzz
SianZzz

yes comp in MY room

ah yes.
the comp is finally in my room
now no need go to my sis room and play
but still, i cant use after 7
Well, my room with the comp is like a comp in a garden
windy, smells nice, lots of gundam model kits, books, magic cards, TV
its like a pure entertainment room, except for the bed
then somemore got sun shine in, dam nice
only thing is that scared the sun fry the curcuits
dunno why i cannot play after 7 leh
reali dam sian
at night, only can buil, re-build my magic deck with the same cards somemore
Zzzz........

Another boring day

how i wish got a song called A little more conversation
sian my mom ask me go tuition
and my dota very noob
and feel like no life
like emo liao
shi yuan reali emo, go cut finger
'accidentaly' somemore while poking me
Sianzzz
wa really no life

Another another day

Yester day only played 51mins44secs of dota...
and my mom ask me to stop

but anyway, we got personality test today at school
got D,I,S,C
D is like demanding la(leadership)
I is like interactive(noisy)
S is like Caring (good friend/listeners)
C is thinkers(study machines)

well i got SCI, no D
but my frens say i got D
i admit i got C (see im smart) and I (abit noisy i think)
S is sure de im so good and caring
But D...yes i got abit demanding ba

Then liddat i got all 4 got split personality?
nah just overperforming

Well bought 2 Magic The Gathering Boosters and one went down the drain
and one earned me a dollar.
then went home play dota with fat joshua
He use BS i use Drow, i kill him more than he kill me
I thought i can perfect, let my guard down...

Then had Ban Mee for dinner Yum.
You can ask me almost anything for Banmee except recipe
i can taste if its just nice or bad
today's the soup is too thick, noodles too sticky
but still not bad

then i think just do homework till i fall asleep liao lor....ZzzZzz

Reflections?

Shit la
another boring day
but today, some of my frens got scolded for not writing reflections...
reflections are supposed to be self initiated, not forced
one more thing is that ming hao said that e-learning sucks?!
No, i think that e-learning is fun
it allows us to sleep till whatever time we like before we start lessons
and nobody really cares if you are doing work or not
but still, it was very much boring...
No life.......SianZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ......

Another day..

Yes another day...
nothing to write,
might as well not write, later waste blogspot's space
haiz...
another boring day

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Omg my blog is infiltrated!
Sian no freedom of speech cos it going to be broadcasted to the whole world...
haiz, i think i make this blog a emo blog ba.

Good friday

Early in the morning nothing to write leh,
but yesterday wushu i in V.Good mood, then dscounted punishments 4 sec ones
see im not a sadist
anyway, yesterday my 'aura' is back
i managed to save all the balls that are coming thru the goal
so only the other act pro goalkeepers let the balls in
see im a pro
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Shit la, my badminton become VERY VERY lousy liao....
might as well stop playing that game...
sorry pop....

Plain skin

YES!
the skin is plain indeed
but i like plain things
easy to see and understand
like me, so plain...

First post sia

my first post nothing to say la,
only that volleyballers are dogs
im very hardworking la
my IQ sure higher than yours de
liddat intro liao