Another day

Tody guai lan again
bought ten packets of instant noodles
Then dunno why dun feel like eating
i feel like selling food in our school lo
like, make a stall at the back of our class then sell
mus sell good food, then won't mistreat our hardworking
catholic high school gentlemen
cus our school got NOTHING nice at all
xcept for our water cooler water.
thats how sad we are, and i want to change it.
[Finding business partners, sell food with me]
Actually the sell food was BW idea, maybe he will join.

Somemore guai lan again, cant study
like, jus stoning whenever i see the notes
then accidentaly went to play dota
fuck lo, my fv red hp then BS come
i was roshaning then he kill he and take my aegis
zzz dam sian la. After which no mood play
so kena own like siao.
Shit im playing dota again...

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Today V GuaiLan.
Went to clean my toilet bowl for no reason
i was like, shitting halfway. Then after shittin go wash my sch shoes
After finshing my shoes i jus went on to wash the toilet bowl
Like siao people, no reason go clean toilet bowl
Then of course, all my work all high quality
clean for dam long, then scrub almost every part
Then after cleaning went to spray perfume
See, my work all got standard one
After cleaning was like got that satisfaction feeling
At least cleaning toilet bowls is better than playing DotA
Dam fun and exciting!

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Fuck la
so long haven play dota
then tried to play
Then first 3 rounds got leaver then all rm
finally got one round can play properly and my veno seems to be winning
fucking hell people come gang me they die
everything else was going so well, no leaver
then fucking hell my sis go on her lappie
then the modem restart.
Fuck la cant even play a proper game

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Dunno why does everyone think their life is so sad
Yes, life got its ups and downs,
and there are more downs than ups
*Btw this blog post is dedicated to those who
think their life is sad, or those i ask u to think over*
Even if u face the worse steepest fall
do not be sad for too long
dun be like, spend your whole day or week complaining
Nobody, except good friends, will care abt ur troubles
So its virtually useless to complain, as good friends are like Francium
Why make people shun u by talking abt ur sad life
and not make others people day by showing how happy
is your life, your day events. Let them know more about you
rather than your troubles. Thats what a blog is for.

I do not mean by bottling up your troubles
But we really ahve no choice.
Life sucks, we know it
but we cant weep over it and expect it to change
we have to adapt or if can, ACT.

Sorry for double posting.

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Has a splitting headache yesterday
My right side of my head felt bloody fuckingly pain
Actually it started in the middle of wushu
when i saw
STARS IN MY EYES~
But i thought its nothing much
so continue my training, only told NSW abt it
Then after training my headache worsen until dam pain
At first not really pain, so i went to play soccer
but after awhile it worsen, until so much that i cant play
i jus sat in one corner, immobile cus dam fuckin pain
then asked teddy help me buy hot milo since he not playing
the milo helped,for 2mins when the pain came back
Then after they finish their soccer YJ SW TINY and teddy helped me
They carried my bags and supported me,
duno why my whole body dam weak, cant exert strentgh
stupid headache. but have to really thank them for helping me
Then after going out of school gate a bunch of girls walk by us
then YJ say 'eh ding in front of gals mus act man'
but i really dam pain so jus dao
then they know its really bad.
So they helped me until mrt station, then until yishun
when the last, YJ, alighted
so i was alone, luckily i found a seat, then alight at my own station finally
Miraculously i managed to walk home, then not that pain liao
But still fucking pain, then after dinner got better again
then i jus go to sleep, hoping wake up not pain anymore.
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Im smarter then i thought.
I setted up a trap unknowingly(dun worry doesnt concern any of u people)
Then unknowingly the guy fell into it
and i only realised when i think over it(he is still oblivious)
Dun feel like posting it
cus its jus sheer genius, im selfish in genius stuff xD
OH ya, before that headache thing
i managed to get into DEEP sleep in class
It was after Juicer Tans lesson when i unknowingly fell asleep
then after abt 10mins woke up
When i woke up pple arnd me were laughing
then i found out that they tried several tricks on me etc etc
Then i was still asleep lo, sleep like log
Then they know i was really tired
but after that DEEP sleep, i was high
High like, suddenly attentive in one of the most boring class
Then after that jump around like some mad ass
Jus more active than usual self(at school self)

This blog post quite long sia.
Dun think anyone would read it.
cus so wordy.

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I think there are thieves around us
I lost my Electronic dick
i mean dictionary
Jon lost his deo
Many other lost their text books
zzz
Ok, dun call them theives
call them
'people who borrow and forgot to return'
cus i also 'borrowed and forgot to return to who'
someones math textbook
cus in the first place someone took mine
and out of desperation i took one too
if anyone know its theirs tell me
i may, yes may, return

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Fucking deo
i hate deos from now on
i wonder why deo can make such a big fuss among people
that can make them come in one whole huge group and gang me.
zzz
Dam fucking sian, dun feel like muggin
also dun feel like playing.
Fucking hells

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Today dam hiong
got english oral, i think i die
spent so many days trying to find a decent pic
but still i managed to borrow one pic from BW(brainiac)
Thanks to him im not totally dead
Thanks to me im going to be dead anyway
Stu-tt-ere-d alot sia, th-i-nk i die

Then after oral going home lo
then got CH,XW,JG,ZQ,me and TIONG
FUCKING TIONG DAM 'BRAVE'
a bunch of gangsta walk pass us, then guai lan us
after that they zao, Tiong go shout
'YOUR MOTHER DIE LA'
fuck then one of them turn back like dam pissed
then Tiong, originally at the back of us
unnoticingly walked to the FRONT of us
dam sly la, then the guy point midd finger
then XW shout ' Wa middle finger so scary'
Then we zao lo.
Dam brave. He must have nerves or steel or brainless
Which is quite ObViOuS.\

My map got new stable verson out.
Featuring Jonny as Fenrir!
Various new items added!
Edited some impassable terrian!
New skills avaliable!
Just play to see!

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Dam long haven blog
So this time quite alot to blog
My printer giving me alot of problems recently
Its been some time since i used my printer
so when Mr Ng told us to find a pic and print,
i decided to well, find a picture and print
I went to buy the 21dollars ink cartridge.
Then started to print, bloody hell the paper went in the printer and came out as white. Barely an ink mark on it
i got the kena scam feeling
Second time i try printing, pa jiao results.
Then not happy, my printer also not happy
dunno how to squirt yellow ink at me.
zzz then i not happy, and very tired
so jus go sleep liao. Next day, picture was not acceptable

Then today Ms Chow siao siao,
i clapped hand kena called IRRITANT
yes its in caps, she said it
she said 'go make a nametag called IRRITANT, in caps!'
But i no money lo, so sadded. No name tag
i dun wear them anyway.

Recently starting to mug with EY.
Dam sian, he seems addicted to the mugging room
i can't get him home as he keeps saying,'later, mug abit more'
Dam sian, i dun like to mug, i only mugged once in my life for now
Quite and accomplishment for me.

My map making progress shall be halted due to upcoming exams
Although i will still open up and admire my map.
Then very impressed by dota, really impressed.
My mapping language is in GUI while DotA is in JASS
so very hard to understand DotA.
Wish me luck, i want to pass physics

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For my first time
i decided to mug
so went with Eddiiee to CC to mug
before that went for breakfast/lunch
then after that go mug
go the cc got the study room, then cant get in
cus got card then mus scan card then can get in
we dun have card, so we waited for someone to scan
then i used my fingers to prevent the door from clicking into locking
then we both humji, dun dare go in then loiter around for like 5 mins
then after that went toilet, come back saw some asshole
went to click the door to a lock
dam fucker, then we waited for some other person to open the door again
then somehow, someone from the inside came out, and we jus went in
then started to study lo
Not bad, quite productive.
First time i studied for so long
then after that go slack around.

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PSP slim and lite - $299
Suppose to mug with EY,JO and Tiong
but duno wad keep walking around
until go the CC there got air con then can study
Then go play the swing at the playground
Really messy, lazy to sort out.
zzz

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Nothing to post up really.
Just posting for the sake of posting.
zzz
Feel like buying the PSP Slim&Lite
It costs same price as PSP normal
but its smaller, with a few more features added in

This holiday is like useless
Filled with remedials and homeworks
Only good thing is about waking up later than usual
nothing much changes anyway.
Hope i can survive till the exams are over
Hope i survive.

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Watched a show, dam meaningful
Although i only watched for a short moment,
i have learnt many lessons from it.
'Do not act violently and forget about your peaceful nature'
'Lose your desires and gain contentment'
'Its right to do the wrong, but its wrong not to resent'
The show was in chinese and my english sucks
so the translation mgiht be abit sot-sot
Those were only a few of the stuff i learnt
I do not know wher my father got those show from
but they are nice, entertaining and educational.
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Some time since i blogged, cus no mood to blog
Should not had gone lan with CHS pple
should have gone back to CPS, zzz regret now.
Before lan YJ say wad go jam, jam wad shit
no proper band also go waste money
so jus go lo, but i duno how to play anything
then go there stone.
Then prac drum roll, dam suck. not smooth
At least played the drums for awhile, better than doing nothing
worst problem is, got 2 other people play drums
so keep taking turns play dam sian la,
The lan also not fun, computer SUCKS.
Should had gone back to CPS.
Still got next year, last chance

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As requested by jon, i shall make a post on....
'The Chronocles of Flag Day With XW'
It all started when our form teacher asked us to go for a flag day
eh, actually not there, actually started when we all met at Macs
and slowly advancing to the tin collection rally point
right at the backside of junction 8.
It was a hard journey alright, about a hundred steps was taken.
Then when we reached there, someting caught our eye
more of attention than the eye, that is the....
TIN COLLECTION POINT.
so we registered our name, took the tin and decided to start
at first i was originally planned on going with EY and JO
So we went around, and we got to the community center.
We stayed around there to collect some donations
It was fast, and we had an eighth of our tin full
Then we felt thirsty and went to the coffeeshop to buy drnk
then saw XW and co. So we stayed around the coffeeshop and chat.
Then there was 8 of us, which i felt too many and asked them to split up
then they won't budge so me and XW jus go ourselves on a journey.
Journey to tour around city area of singapore.
We started off at somerset and walked down to orchard and till dhoby ghaut
We didn't stop any of these places to collect donations cus its occupied.
then at dhoby we took the MRT to vivo.
Then walk around in vivo, then saw them filmin some malay show
i jus walked pass the camera then gt some guy like dam unhappy
then XW told me that theres filming.
then he go into a bookstore, not very interesting
only i banged into a glass wall inside there.
Then we walked around there was no donors and we went to marina square
we camped at the bridge there, and there were some donors
so we stayed on atil lunch time, and headed for lunch
after lunch we went back, it looks packed from inside of the mall
when we went there, it was empty
as if the tins have some warding off effect.
then no one donated after that...
then not happy we went to dhoby again
to plaza singapura.
Then duno do wad there, walk around till at 4h floor
then we looked down at people playing with the igallop
we watched for some time, then after that XW met some gays while in toilet
Then we headed off to taopayoh todo one last time
then sian liao, dun do
so jus go return tin while meeting up with jon.
Ah then after that nth really interestin happened.

And this pic about XW walking on the sides of escalator
While making funny sounds. WoowooWhoowhoo *CSD*

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Today mornin play badminton with mlcy
then quite hard to play cus, the sun dam hot
shining right at us, then cannot concentrate
we keep 'over heating' then keep resting
then play lo.
Im stronger than i thought
i swinged the racket then th it broke into 2.
i was swinging it IN THE AIR ONLY
Thats what it broke into
At first i thought that i was really strong
but that racket was quite old anyway
and i guess the heat also did some of the job
Then i used the remaining small part to play
In the end cut myself in the wrist becus the end was sharp
which i didnt know...
Then bo bian go home, bath then wait to go for tuition.
after tuition went to buy a new racket
quite good, very light
then go to play again
then now is the shuttlecock spoil
the cork inside the cock flew out and the whole thing went limp
then for another 2 cocks happened the same
then bo bian walk around, then ZQ go take his no-air ball
then we go kick, then 3 pple dam sian, so go find those little malay kids and like play with them lo. Not bully is friendly play
Then play awhile then decided go home.
Then found one shuttlecock on the floor,
AT THE PLACE WE PLAYED SOCCER
so we went back and played awhile badminton
then found out the cock cant fly much
so play awhile, really awhile then go home.

I like my new racket, dam sad my old one spoil
i will still prefer to use my old racket
cus gt feeling liao lo, but spoil then my dad tell me throw away
sian leh, dam sad. It just broke into 2..
Then my sis bought a new phone. w660 Sony ericsson one
walk man phone. Dam nice then got free speakers
and my phone can use that speakers
DAM COOL SIA. NOW I GOT A PAIR OF SPEAKERS FOR MY PHONE
I dun feel like having deep philosopic tots recently
like, jus live life as a simpleton
it helps in a form that u enjoy life more
such an ignorant bliss. Now i know why people are so inconsiderate

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Well, saw very special things today
nature stuff. I tend to take more note at the environment than people
becus i find humans disgusting.
On my way home after a lan session,
i saw it was as if the sky was split into 2
one side was dark, as if a huge storm is coming
another was bright with white and pure clouds around, seems peaceful
the sun was on the dark side, which is slowly shrinking and covered by the dark clouds
the moon was at the bright side, alopng side the white and pure clouds
a distinct line between of dark and brightness could be seen
maybe this world is coming to an end after all
Quite rare to see the sun and the moon, together on one sky so clearly
it was crisp clear.
and before that, i saw a circular rainbow at school

it doesnt looka s nice in here
but it was beautiful while i saw it.
Many others saw it as well, it just looked nicer in real life
some rare things you do not see in a lifetime anyway.

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Quite happy and sad
happy is that my map is stable now, bug free currently
sad becus of nothing.
mus sleep early, bucus its good for health.

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Today, wushu training dam shit
my legs almost cramp, cus thursday no wushu
yay
recently jus dun feel like doing anything
jus slack
not even dota.
Then thought of somethings on the way home with sw and yj
Is appearance really that important?
Of course to some degree yes, to another not really
there is really no definite answer to anything in life
it is the balance that we seek instead.
So to what degree is it important?
I would think its the 'presentability'
we should at least make ourself presentable
But what will our shell be without any inner values
anyone would look ugly to me, if he or she do not have the values i seek
of course, if you really look freaky i would also find u ugly
its just that, so many ways to judge a person
we would most likely find the worst.
This again links to our level of acceptance
we try to degrade others, to make ourselves sound like the better person?
To impress others again that we are better?
So people will get along with us, because we are better?
another one of the meaningless thing we do
that is not constructive but instead destructive.
So we do so many things, we do not even know why

Guai lan quiz

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Haha, yifeng one no meaning at all

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Today, woke up, good day
cus i think its good day, so its good day
then gt english tuition dam sian
before i woke up, had a funny dream
I dreamt that was walking thru some tunnel with some pple
the tunnel dam scary, got white translucent wriggling worms that when u step on it,it explodes and becomes a pile of wriggling maggots.
Then the floor was whole of it and it was hard to avoid it
then alot of funny things on the walls i dare not touch
The people around we like freaked out too, some were indifferent
then finally we walked to this open space underground
got an altar, got some unknown symbol on it
forgot what already
then the walls also alot of diff signs etc
then we were asked to kneel down and pray in a funny way
suprisingly nobody didnt pray
and we knelt and bowed in sync
i duno what we were praying to then when we were asked to stand
i forgot what happened afterwards
Then thats the dream lo
Then after that play awhile, then go tuition
standard tuition, give u worksheet u do then handin then go home
then go home play again, read book.
Then read/play(didnt play as well cus i was reading)
untill evening then sorted my songs out
for what? i dunno.
then after that go eat dinner then read book again
Dam nice 'The Complete Robot'
wa sei nice book

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Today, woke up
bad day. Dam sian
Dunno why leh
then my mum go enrol me in some english tuition
without telling me
i feel so fucked, tml start already
Then play a few rounds of dota
Lost all dam sian

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Recently go cut hair, ask the barber cut short
then the barber really cut short.
short like some piece of hairy cloth over my head.
i look like wearing THAT piece of hairy cloth over my head.
Recently bad tempered again
Dam guai lan, keep irritating people
duno why, i myself feels irritated as well.

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Its mamazing how people can boast
or we can verbally bring ourselves to such
GOD LIKE STAGE, it jus plain boasting
im tired of boasting, why cant we just talk normally
Why must we boast?
Isit to seek acceptance?
if that is so, u are accepted for what u do and what u have
instead of who u are.
So why do we still boast?
Some of it sound so ridiculous
totally uinbelivable, yet we still try our best to defend it
its like, defending a fire that is going to burn the paper that is wrapping it.
I agree that acceptance is hard to get
As we are all getting so wrapped up in ourselves
Closing ourselves in our own small world
living as though everyone else is invisible
And that the acceptance is really hard to get.
One fine example of it is that we find chances to insult
or even condemn someone if we ever have the chance
such as talking bad behind them
i NEVER talk bad behind pple, i jus talk bad in front of them
Or at least i try to talk in front of them.
So we are in our own world, and people cant get in
Have to admit, everyday we get home, turn on the computer
and stare at it all day. We rarely go out and talk
Or jus, find someone go the the park, look at the clouds.
So then we boast, trying to impress our friends
although we know they would not belive
but we try so hard to kid ourselves
Making ourselves happy, making false hope to lead us
How can we find acceptance from others, when we cannot even accept ourselves.
Examples of not accepting ourselves is the lack of self confidence
we buy so many accesories to decorate ourselves
again hoping to impress others to accept us,
again to boast abt our affluence, how rich we are
'Hey im rich, come be friends with me'
Then this means having those friends is worthless
they are only there for your money
Fair-weathered friends that abandon you if u are suffering
ignores your troubles, only want to gain the best for themselves
such is not an aceptance for you
but instead for your property, and what they can gain from you.
Sad life really.

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This morning, woke up
made my own breakfast, then headed out for cip
Today gt flag-day la, sian leh
But bo bian, me nt enuff cip hours
so go do lo, then do arnd at AngMoKio.
I jus nice enough 20bucks, i think.
so i think im gonna get the hours
at least this one is better than previous one
the previous one really too many people doing
i cant get enuff money. so i dun think gt the hours
I walk arnd amk with EY, then had lunch at somewher in amk
quite deep inside amk, then gt the Mediacorp pple filming
sumthing abt food ther.
After that we walked back to AMK MRT while EY tell
me the rough plot abt 28days later.
Then after reporting in our cans, i went to lan
go see SC,ZQ,PC,CC and YJ kena owned.
Really la, they can get owned, quite rare.
Then after that went to play soccer at the street soccer court
Sadly, we dun have any ball to play with
when we reached the court, we stoned and talked cock ther
then for like 20mins later we went to go buy a ball
Then gt the ball, went to play lo!
Nt bad, still can touch the ball HAHA. no la
can kick and goal once only.
Very long haven pwaii street soccer.
after that gt some pple come challenge us
then i kena be sub, cus 4v4 and we had 7pple
and my leg gt blister liao la sian, v pain.
So i go buy drinks for them while they play
when i came back, i only saw them sitting down,
while the challengers gone, and a bursted ball
CC go kik the ball to the road and car ran over it and boom.
so we gt no more ball to play liao.
then we sat there talk cock, drink water then go home
saw some taekwondo performances on way back.
Then took mrt home, walk home with ZQ.
Then i dun wear specs walk while he guide.
then go home lo, use com blog.

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Today went to watch RushHour3 with
mlcy,pong and yeat. Funny! but short
not enough to quench my thirst for humour
however, its quality not quantity.
After the movie went to library and i borrow
'The Complete Robot' a compilation of robot stories
by Isaac Asimov, Isaac Asimov is the guy whose
article was chosen as our mid yr UK(ulti killa)passage
It was so CHIM, so deep that i failed it with many others
so, so badly. when i saw his book on the shelf i took it immediately
i roughly read some pages, and found out that it was nice
Bi-centinnel man was written by him!
And the 3 laws for robots in 'I-robot' was set by him too!
Fantastic book i daresay! i hope i can finish it fast
since i owed the library 5bucks...
I am a slow reader..SORRY SLB(SG library board)
Then after the library we went to play badminton
yes, its not goodminton, but badminton.
Then very long haven pwaii but still can manage
sadly it was windy, and we cant play well
still it was fun! fun! fun!!!
hope someday can play badminton again.
Really la, very long haven play liao

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Today is national day.
The show was nice.
Before that i went to grandma hse,
then came back play table tennis with maopik,yeat and pong
Some time since i played,
but i still can manage a few balls.
After PP we went home watch NDP
dunno wad to do. Watching rush hour tml.
Come sun plaze find me if u want join me in the movie

National day

national day coming tml.
so today us usual our school had the celebration
duno hu suggest wushu go perform la
then today i go perform, gt the 'du-lan' face
then released at 10am, dam early
after that go lan play.
As usual play dota and cs, dam sian. NFS cant play on lan
Tml and day after is holiday, duno what to do leh.

The videos

The videos

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Its amazing what a contrast victory and defeat brings
And i had jus tasted defeat
in a GunZ match, while playing with TS
He won me flat, i have nothing to say
His hp left is much higher when i died
I was amazed indeed, im noob.
Not jus that, every game that i lose, i jus
had that sour feeling. This proves im still
a sore loser. I MUST control my emotions.
Its only a game, and its so easy to say that
It is always easier to talk
Like some people, BOAST so much,
and people belive them
i cant belive it, it is jus so fake
obviously impossible for another kid to be SO
FREAKING famous and well respected, looked upon
or blah blah so godlike.
Yet people still belive. Is this some kind of trick
that people pull on those with one last strand of hope?
I have no hope to pull tricks on. I am indifferent
How u boast, i jus won't belive.
It is always easier said than done
Like, during a football game, leaked a few balls
people scold u, 'such an easy ball u leaked?!'
Or a dota game 'Buy this then buy that, then kill lo'
Making everything sound so easy.
Such a facade i see, such a fake world
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Today played roller chairs with tiong and jon
quite fun. uploading the vid on youtube soon.

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This is the hundredth post
100th post of this blog
i shall mark this post with some pics

Wings? Is this some kind of sign? No, its jus cloud

More clouds

Clouds!
Yes, clouds are nice.Fluffy and nice.
It makes me think of many random thoughts.
Then i will talk random stuff, do random actions
Some time since i put pics of clouds on my blog,
cus exams busy, and cant find nice clouds.
Now that i found some, cant wait to share!

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Some random pics i taken recently

My table, wrote for no reason dun why


This statue along SG river sells the latest Samsung phone!

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Went to GQGX. Not as bad as i thought
Although the primary school section acts are really...
Oh, GQGX is 'Gan Qing Gu Xiang' which is our CHS annual
drama fest main event. It is a play from our school members.
Held in Victoria Theatre every year.
I skipped the last years one, cus im too lazy
Before GQGX i went to Raiders to see SBSLB get trashed
by pierce sec sch best team
The peirce people really have good teamwork.
I thought that SBSLB was already very good until i saw pierce
SBSLB got TOTALLY TRASHED.
I was shocked and stunned.
Then after went for dinner, and head for victoria theatre
After GQGX, we almost went 3 rounds to and fro Victoria theatre and city hall station.
At first, we went out, saw jon, played around then head off to the station
then B forgot his wallet, and we ran back.
Then after that we walked back, then A said SH was waiting for us
so we headed back to VT.
Then after that walk around SG river.
Esplanade got some metal concert.
Then walk walk around trying to go to LPS
then like hopeless walking, not to mention walk to CH station and back to VT
then ask some guy for directions
after that walk around, saw some construction worker and ask him for directions too
then finally reached LPS
went there do really nth, then went home.
Me and SH and B tot the last train was over, and we ran to the station.
when we reached there still gt 20mins till last train
but better be safe than sorry
so we board on the train and went home.
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The weather is turning hotter and hotter
cant take it. i think im melting.
i think i would suggest bathing without turning on heater
or reduce energy wastage
becus people are BURNING fuels to provide electricity
and burning creates heat, not to mention the gases trap heat
It is like a combo. Heat cycle.
If this goes on, this Earth will be the second venus.

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Some time since i blogged
Quite busy recently with my map making
my temper is running low cus of the stress
Dam tired, want to sleep

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Today not bad
Total balls let in: 1
oh ya, i had soccer with my wushu frens today again
sadly there is no space for us to play
so we had to make do with some cramped space
its like, our schoolmates LOVE soccer!
but our principal just do not care!
i mean like, designate a few places for soccer
we will really appreciate it.
Anyway only let in one ball, becus the goal is small
officially not even one is let in becus the game
hasn't really started yet
I guess i will be commanding in our school's ndp performance
oh, dun be mistaken, its nt the commander for uniformed groups
its only commands for wushu, and for a really short time
And i am not the 'odd one out' anymore
haiz..

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Watched simpsons with Tiong.
Funny show.
To be continued....immediately
then we went to plaza singapura watch
Watch till 11+, then took his dad's car home
at first his dad is like
'i drive fast, are you comfortable with fast cars?'
i nodded, then he like trying to speed up
but alot of cars ahead, in the end he was driving dam slow.
then he seemed to be really interested in sembawang,
so i gave him all the chim directions on how to get to my house
im like, gt left right confusion
i told him where mrt was
i point to right saying left.
then his father go left...
Dam guai lan la

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losing interest in everything

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Feel like watching simpsons.
Nobody watching with me how?
Sian la, Albert stated that white people who wear specs are nerdy
Then im VERY white, am i nerdy?
white and nerdy la.
If im really white and nerdy, what are the people
who spend their life every hour infront of a computer
and who cant do 3 chinups?
Shit man, i find this place screwed
this whole world thing.
How i wish i can revert everything where there is no evil

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Very happy
Today gt math exam, then dam hard
sian, i retain liao
T.T but nvm i will work hard for last term
today gt wushu, dam fun
got pre-wushu soccer match
Of course im the goalkeeper again.
scored one by walking the ball in
i found back my aura today, saved lots of balls
although i have let in some
nobody is perfect.
At least i did my best
during the post-wushu match
i managed to score 2 goals from my goal
not bad, one curve ball, one straight
my straight balls are DEAD straight.
then i think i saved about 20+ balls today
happy day.

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Not bad, very happy
cus can do 3 pull ups liao.

Another day

Yesterday went to Isaac's farewell party
he is leaving Singapore, so we went to
Orchard cineleisure to celebrate with him
went to Emax to play, rented 2 rooms and played
Then play for first hour, after that first hour
we went to taupok Isaac, and im the first layer
quite pain, cant breathe, cus im holding back
trying to give Isacc least pressure as possible
so i kinda tanked it.
Then after that went on playing our own games.
I played dota and winning eleven 8
first time play, quite fun.
Then after that we all played till 11
then prepare to go home
then i ask if anyone going to for supper
Then they suggested to go
'The Roti Prata House' at Thomson road
Some people found it too late so didnt tag along
there is direct bus to my home so i followed them
only 6 of us went there.
The plain prata is the BEST........
i ate 2 plain 1 egg.
then almost everyone had the same
after that then take the direct bus home.
Fun day/night, very long haven had so much fun.

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If we would compare life to a journey
and regardless of what we get in the end
and we should really care whats in the process
thats what many people commonly say.
I would think if we really compare our life to a journey
we should really not rush through it
or it will end faster than it suppose to last
and we would overtake our friends and families
and this journey, has no reverse.
So we should relax, drive slow, and admire the sceneries.
We could even ask some of our friend to drive with us
and spend some quality time together
of course life is not a straight road.
there are bumpy rides, or stormy weathers
of which we need people to drive along with us
then we will feel comforted, and we are not alone.
Sadly, many people are rushing through their life
taking it as a race, rushing thru every metre of it
shouldn't we slow down and wait for some of our friends,
and that we can know each other better
instead of making enemies and trying to overtake each other
Some even risks the rush by taking shortcuts
Which results in dead-ends(death)
There would be a limit in how long we live
how much we can do or take
but there will be no limit in how much we can give
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Today went to school for chemistry lessons
Then Mrs Chua late by 30mins la...
gave us false hope that shes not coming.
Then like, i kena isolated
tiong and xiaowee kena called to sit away
then i solo one corner of the class...
Go thru the test paper halfway,
some guy and some china immersion program guy came in
they came in to see how we have our lessons
then the china guy sat behind me
Then for the whole lessons i jus copy notes and act enthu lo
After that go arcade..
I played drum mania, and i sucked at it
waste money, i dam noob
can only play those slow ones.
Then tiong is like, own that game la
...
Then play Initial D, first time play
then play halfway some pro come vs me...
i kena own again, waste my money la.
then tiong say: siao u go play with him
then im like...he join the game halfway
Then like play other games lo
Like Ghost squad and Outrun
After that go eat lunch, then go grandma hse
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I think im really going mad
i have random mood swings
sometimes really angry,
sometimes sad,
sometimes happy and laugh for no reason
duno whats happening to me
i dun seem to know anything...

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We are all so unappreciative of the things we have
Do not call me a good guy
i will cry, i dun deserve such a sacred praise
i am wicked. one of the many people who live for the
single entity, that is themselves
Some people do not even live for anything
they jus loaf around and wait to die
Cant really sleep, alot of things on my mind.
I think i really going mad
i mean, losing my head
i have random mood swings now and then,
ask tiong, he was victimised.
I have alot of random thoughts invading my head
cant concentrate of stuff
I cant really trust anyone. Except for one
Who is this one?
i cant trust you, so im not telling you
I am really amazing, i can control my moods
for a moment i was angry, then was sad, then angry again.
like some freak,
i feel as though my brain is a puppeteer,
toying with the feelings in my heart.
Jus feel like whacking someone.
Any avaliable living dummies?

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This world is quite a failure
it may have every comfort that you need
it may even have anything and everything
but it doesn't have good people.
It lacks good people.
what are good people
how to identify them?
i do not know.
This world has no good people left.
all the good people are unable to survive with these
wicked souls. They had moved.
moved to another place waiting for wicked people
to infest that place.

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My blog like noone reading.
think i slow down my blogging pace.
I try to use less comp now.
wish me luck.
I want to quit using computers

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I found out that its hard to find active posting bloggers.
most people just, post one per week?
its like, they made the blog only to note down
interesting events of their life?
Or their thoughts on themselves?
or to kill time while game servers are patching/not working
Mostly, those infrequent posters mostly blog on themselves.
They have no real time to pause, take a look around,
then post abt their surroundings.
For frequent bloggers, Congrats u earned my respect
Although they are boring.
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I read alot of blogs, and i g random link to link jumping.
but i rarely those ones i jump around.
Unless they are like emos(see brians one)
Then tag to comfort them lo.
Jus make sure less people suicide.
It is sad to just waste your life away when u can
make better use of it.
So much resources are poured into SG youths
so that they can grow up and be a good person.
But most of them just want to die.
Mostly over small matters, rarely for greater goods.
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I am so easily tricked,
i jus realised im so naive la.
Jus put in a few good words in front of me
And you get my attention and liking.
It is THAT simple.
Nevermind, im fine being a simple person anyway

You Are 100% Slacker

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Your Personality Is

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Today, went to school for remedial
erm, i mean extra lessons
then gt chem, after that was math.
then after math went to lan shop to play
today was fun, although i lost.
Before that we went around ang mo kio central finding
the new lan shop. the sun was big, and we were sweating
it was really a hot day. Then finally we found it
it was nice but we didnt went in there.
I'm tired of gaming, i feel like quitting.
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I have currently no comments on this world
I am tired.
Fatigue.Mental fatigue.
Maybe i will fall and faint anytime.
someone, pls dun let me fall flat on the floor when i faint.
I wont die yet, i will have to suffer enough before i do.

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Another day

Today, normal day.
go to school
except got performance on pri school.
today my performance sucked, woke up from wrong side of bed
like dam tired,
then after that performance i rushed to my class
then study lor.
After school decided to go lan.
then go with sherman, teddy and lee yang
nt bad la, everyone only lost one round except sherman
cos anyone who teamed with sherman lost the matches
then me and lee yang profession screeners/kill stealers
nt bad after all, i did have my fun, satisfied enough.
Then go home liao lo, then like wing sze sms me on the train
telling me she like erm on the wat home also.
then jus kept smsing untill reach my stop
(Sembawang-omfg its freaking far)
then she is only one train ahead of me, so she jus i guess waited
then saw her and walk home lo
on the way she gt some choco.
then i like, dam tired frm the lan so didnt talk alot
somemore +lack of real human contact for so long.
then walk to the vcd stall, cus she want to rent some lo
then she like kept talking and talking non-stop
and her voice so shrill, breaking my ear drums la.
but still beats walking home alone la.
Not bad la today, not a bad day.
Its just a sad life, thats all

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As continued from the last(last) post,
i have said till that im going to continue it in the next post
so im going to continue it here.
Maybe the earth is moving to somewhere else with more people?
And that they are too big for us to notice, just like when
we see the sun rise and sets, we think that the sun moves around us
maybe when we see the earth gets closer to other planets,
we will think that other planets are coming closer due to gravity etc.
And it will take alot of time
Hard to explain in raw words, but i can raise some examples
just like millions of celle in our body die every second
to earth, millions of humans die to the earth's definition of one second
so when it moves, it will take up several earth's minutes
just like taking up several of our minutes
Meanwhile, we all get old, age and die...and soon forgotten
Then why is the earth moving round and round?
i suppose its just an imitation to mock our human lives
a boring routine that drags for a long time, doing the same stuff
Or its just earth's breathing in and out,
As said in the inconvinients truth, the CO2/O2 levels
on earth constantly changes per half a year
which resembles us breathing in and out
Now we move on to natural disasters
Natural disasters, are they so natural as we says?
NO! Ok actually yes.
It would be like, the earth got itchy
and decided to scratch herself
in the process, many were killed, depending on the level
of strength used to scratch.
The increase of frequency of 'natural' disasters
i have an explanation
it would be like, we start to irritate earth
and she gt pissed and start to scratch more
or use more strength to scratch
apprantly its not working, and we adapt to those
disasters like viruses mutating and gaining immunity from
our medicines.
Many things are inter-linked, and can be explained
from a more 'alive' point of view
Treat everythin as if its alive,
care about its feelings,
and finally place yourself in its shoes.
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So much for my chim talks. Those were only my childish views
on earth and how it seems to me like
I think i am living up to this blogs name of being SERIOUS
Ah yes...seriously, i am not trying to make this blog serious
its like only a name, like u are called 'brave'
but in fact u are nt that brave. Its only a name
do not judge a blog by its name.(book by its cover)
Something thats bothering me, is that i found out
that i AM, i really AM ,but im not sure that if i really AM
despo.
I feel like being stuck at a crossroad. duno wad to do
like jus stone there, afraid that i would regret my choice.
I am starting to get serious in my warcraft map
'The Hide And The Seek'
Do not know why many say that its boring!
I find it Fun! Fun! Fun! Why?!?!??!
why isnt it fun? Ah nvm. i have to chill
chill...
chill...(best served chilled)
chill...is it getting any colder?
chill...aint working i haven on my air con
chill... shit im turning lame.
i really got nothing better to do, sorry
And about the book on helping global warming.
i really urge you to get one, its free
its nt exactly a book, but like notes
important ones. that will give u suggestions in helping
the climate crisis. not climax crisis, its climate crisis
Haha, im turning lame
I am like, no-life. Someone give me life! Share it with me!

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Just a short note,
i found out that almost everyones
profile abt themselve,
all write hate backstabbers
even backstabbers themselves write that
Yes another short note
Thanks fer your atantion
(sry i fail english)

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As usual, i got lost in my thoughts
I was thinking that, maybe we are only 'micro-organisms'
on Earth's point of view.
If we really are, then earth might just be really sad
he is surrounded by 7 other dead planets
and one really bright light,
which resembles people crowding around a fireplace
with 7 others asleep and one awake
however, we are killing this single awake one
like the organisms in our body, having war causing sickness to us
maybe we are another 'Earth' from the organisms' point of view
then we might be seems as be along with the organisms
that we are along with few other planets, consider who we are
like for a social person, the organisms see him as surrounded by
other planets, and travel around them frequently
For Earth, she is surrounded by anti-social planets,
which are not friendly to us organisms, and we cant adapt to it
so when we reach there we die, just like when the organisms
cant adapt to your friends body, it dies
Still people move to other places
I shall stop here and continue next time,
Stay tuned my imaginary fans, i will be back!
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Another day, yes, this blog is very 'act-emo'
like some dumb emo poser, im sure it disgust my fans
or even any random reader, but i was really sad yesterday
for no reason
Tiong said that all my presentations are funny
im nt sure if that is a compliment
but i think he jus said that for making me present for the grps
today gt wushu, nt bad, can sense enthu-ness in juniors
there may be hope after all
Actually, we all can do our part in helping the world
about global warming.
Just be like me and this world will be alot cooler
I have this book, received various comments,
i shall list some:
'Highly captivating!' - Ding
'Creative manipulation of words!' - Dingism
'An amazing piece of art!' - Dingman
'A 5/5 stars!' - Ding
So these are some of the comments.
If you are interested, you can contact me for more details
i can give you one for free, as this is for helping the world
'Simple ways to help in Global Warming'
Yes thats abt it.
I think i stop acting emo liao.

i think i going emo
drinking pure ribena no water..
i feel so dead

...dam sad
jus screwed my own dinner
failed terribly
wasted alot of food
...

Magic the gathering colour

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Whew, today i presented my english project, which is about my passion
because today im too lazy to decorate my presentation,
i put the word' no frills' into every slide
which means 'no fancy stuff'
i suppose my presentation was funny, cos my class kinda laughed
and laughed at my presentation
i didnt prepare any speech, or planning on reading off the screen
so i crapped everything i can, not exactly everything cos of time restrain
especially during the screenshots part, as picture speaks a thousand words,
i managed to talk alot, and my class laughed alot, untill
i saw Mr Ng face like hes not really happy
so i jus moved on to the next slide. I am amazed by my
'beat around the bush' skills, although i prefer things to be direct.
then this is the major event of my day(i think only mine) for today,
Then went on with usual lessons, and almost slept...zzz...
then after school, i got too bored to walk home along, so loitered
around the school for sometime, then decided to head home anyway
on the way to mrt station i saw a huge gang heading for J8 for movies
i know some of them, and went on to ask what movies are they watching
luckily they are watching transformers
so i tagged along and watched with them
the movie is not bad, and i spotted many, many
errors in the subtitles especially in chinese ones.
Nice graphics, no plot, no real nice story, no focus on main characters
if u are only finding action, tranformers will be the movie.
i agree with megatron, all humans dun deserve to live.
yes, and i got kinda sad when he died, because he cant kill humans
And another good thing was, the movie was playing linkin parks
'What i've done' and i liked it
but only for awhile, but still was enough
i can be easily satisfied,
contentment is not about how much u have
its about how much u see

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I have to agree with some people
that my blog seems more like a depression blog
rather than a serious blog to have serious discussions.
i have never intended this blog to be holding serious matters
in the first place.
I am such a loser, cant excel in anything
Guess if i am dead everthing will still go on the way it is.
I wish i can continue living in my own fairytale,
but everyone and everything is trying to imprison me into this dying world. I can't live on as how i used to be.
Some changes have to be implemented, but its not yet the time

.

I wanted Zaraki Kenpachi

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Recently like dam sad for no reason
Sian.
Dunno why, but im jus sian and sad
This saturday we had our CHS Homecoming Day
Also known as the school fair
then dam sian, go there tend the stall for the morning
then after that go to see the 'LAN shop'
The pros really pro la, then the noobs are...
Sian la, i also noob
my dota really noob
duno why, but i always seem to be a noob...
Sian.
This world really becoming....haiz
everyone only caring their own business
it is impossible to find someone who is...
i really don't know
now everyones busy with their own business
noones cares even if u need help
I feel so fucked living in this screwed place
maybe the end of the world is not a bad thing after all
Because nothing deserves to live anymore

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Rummaging through my random thought
i found one real random
or rather two, maybe three... ah nevermind
Global warming is real, and i can feel it right now
right here is my warm(to warm) and cosy(too cosy) room
One surefire way is to stop all forms of mordern living
and learn from the amish their way of life
which is quite cool
Another way, would be call up an army of scientist
to revert heat energy in the air to come other forms of energy
like from : Heat -> Potential/sound/lesser heat
Jus revert it and make this world a cooler place!
Or collect all the greenhouse gases and send them to space
exile them from earth.
Third day of school, i feel free
like, i felt free in a school, quite amazing
Then still kinda bored, now school start cant play as much
but everyday play also sian one.
so i think i go be some muscle freak,
take steriods and workout.
This friday going to CHIJ perform!!!
Then coach dam freaked out cause im still screwed!!!
And one mistake 10pumpings!!!
and i sure make like 50++ minstakes one!!!
Im not really hoping to get jio-ed by girls and such
when i get there la, just hope dun screw up
and disgrace CHS wushu team.

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Well, i read the newspaper
and saw on the headlines
'Rich girl mocks some other girl monkey'
(its in chineese and im a bad translator)
And indeed i was pretty shocked to see that news
even having appearing on the headlines was a further shock
C'mon, its only mocking 'monkey'
we mock people monkey too, like smwf...and hes cool with it
and we call fat people fats...and i think they are fine
almost call everyone a nick name
even i have one too, its 'serious','xiao-bai' even 'micheal jackson'
but i know its just for fun and jokes and stuff, so chill
Didn't know why people make such a big fuss, although she posted that
mocking on her blog
So what if they are great enemies? A nickname don't kill you
or him, or her
and they are even taken to counselling...
Kinda making a molehill out of a anthill.
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Today school started, dam sian
miss chow gt some family prob and wont be coming for this
week to school...
then taken over my 'Mrs Chua'(former miss tan)
then after school gt wushu
yesss, wushu
then notified that maybe, MAYBE im going to CHIJ toa payoh
to perform for their youth day,of course along with alot others(16)
Only hope i dun screw up
then first day of school wushu talked a little too much
so got extra PT, heng a little only
then after the PT went to buy bubble tea
then walk home lor

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I got a story here: (kinda forgotten)
Once, a young graduate went to visit a fishing village.Then one day, he followed one of the fishermen out to fish. Then they fished, for sometime, and when the fisherman felt that the fishes was enough, he headed back. Then, the graduate asked,'Why don't you fish for a longer time?'
'Why?' the fisherman asked.
'If you fish for a few hours longer everyday, then you would get more fish to sell. Which in turn u save up the money, buy a few more ships and slowly develop it into a company.'
'Then?
'Then when you have enough money you retire, buy yourself a small island and enjoy life.'
'But i am enjoying my life right now...'
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Thats about it, kinda forgotten 50% of it.Kinda screwed, but still, i suppose it can deliver the message i want to get across.Sometimes, when we are too set about a target in life.We make big aims, plan carefully, sometimes even resorting to backstabbing. In the end, we all come back to the same point. We die? Yes. Then people make consolation attempts, 'its the process taht counts''well, i got what i want' but isn't what you want was already on your side all along?. In our current education system we are taught to TAKE,'EARN' what you want. We were never taught to appreciate what we have.'i want this''i want that' YOU want, what about the people around you? Stop being self-centered like me people. I am not a model example.
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Yay, caught up with the current episodes of bleach.
Bleach is nice!(how many times did i say that..)
Then yesterday's post-wushu recreation activicty(soccer)
i kinda sucked, like....left my 'aura' at home.
Then like dam sian
i need people to be founders for my Gunz clan!!!
I miss my old skills!
im only 15% of what i used to be...
and i forever will be stuck there

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Wa, one week since i started watching Bleach(Burichi)
Finished up till episode hundred liao
Bleach is a really nice show
My favourite characters are:
Zaraki Kenpachi
Kyuchiki Byakuya
Kyuchiki Rukia
Those are the top 3.
Then recently started gunz again
found out i lost 80% of my skills..
And my dota still as noob
And by the way im making a clan in Gunz, ijji server
Name is Arcana.
Then my holidays are jus staying at home and play computer
kinda sad and boring...ok nt very sad
and nt so boring
Recently like run out of philosophies to talk about
kinda brain disfunction, wait, i dun have a brain..

Another day

Today, i got woken up by the noise
generated my sister's guitar
Of course i will get pissed when woken up like that
then of course i got out of my bed
then brush teeth, have breakfast etc
then after that go cut hair, then buy prata
then ate 2egg 2plain
then after that go play bowling with my dad and mum
then today very noob
only hit hundred ONCE, rest all 90+
haiz..........................................
then went home, watch bleach
Well, i completed 42episodes in 3days
then watch...till dinner time then had dinner(with family)
then after that mlcy asked to go eat dinner with him(and his sis)
so i went for a second dinner
We went to the milkk cafe to eat
and we had the 4person set meal(when there are 3)
it was the milkk cafe special platter
had half a spring chicken,french fires,calamari,fish
baked beans,mayonaisse(how to spell!),cosslaw(how to spell agn?!)
sotong rings,lettuce(?little bit only)
then we ate.well, it was filling but nt quite enough xD
so i asked for ironplate tofu na da bowl of rice
then ate.....so which makes this meal REALLY filling
Then SUPER full,then go home
then watch bleach agn xD
Bleach is a nice show.
i like the second opening song
'dont say things like 'i cant laugh'or'i hate people''
and i like quincys,shoot arrows xD spammers

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Well, i have lots of things to say
Firstly, im workin on a new map =D
Secondly, my granado espada is level way slow
Thirdly, i have to once again thank my fans(imaginary or not)
Today was a fine day
woke up, turned on comp first thing..
then brush teeth and eat breakfast while waiting for comp to start up
meanwhile, i looked TV
yes, not watch, becus too lazy to walk to the switch
then after that go play GE
found out im leveling dam slow
3days onli level 20...
then after that play lor
then my sis slept till 12 then woke up
then she go buy lnnch, then i off my comp
go watch th show my uncle lent me
'Big Country Rising Up' (Da Guo Jue Qi)
real nice, learnt alot from 2 episodes
so stay tuned for more chim chim stuff frm me
then liddat lor
*Mmmm, can smell the 'seaside' smell from my room...Sea breeze!*

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Another post for my imaginary fans =D
well, today during wushu really felt like singing
song 11 from my song list.
becus, our coach didnt come!
and super slack
yea its me, sloth
Well, enough of me
i am really, REALLY pissed off when theres people saying
WHATEVER
yea, im sensitive
its like, they think they can whatever their way out?
that the word whatever will mask your
er..er..well i cant say it but its hiding something
You cant whatever your way out.
Sorry, truth hurts
sometimes, truth really hurts
but most of the time truth hurts alot
I cant do a thing about it
i honor truth, and respect truthful people
rather than those trying to hide the bad news to make us
continue living in our fairy tale
So if you feel hurt reading this article
you may be one of the whatever-ers
If you really got nothing else to say
feel free to say WHATEVER!
its not against the law!

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I finally downloaded granado espada
its fun, nice graphics, easy to understand
but my comp abit too slow to handle it
sometimes will lag like siao
Well, i really got nothing to say
just posting for fun

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Guess i'll be like,
slowing down my pace in blogging nw
like dun one day post so many liao
like once per 2 days.
I am learning how to become a better person
so if can, anyone, jus help me
Thanks

To brian

1.Grab the nearest book and turn to page 18,Line 4
Wont be back till tomorrow morning...
2.Stretch your left arm as far out as you can
Curtains
3.What was the last thing u watched on tv?
Channel 5,Prison break,guy asking for forgiveness
4.Without looking guess what the time is
too lazy
5.what is the actual time
1030
6.With exception to the computer, what can u hear
Fan blades and far off construction site working
7.When was the last step outside
Yesterday wushu
8.Before you started this survey,what did you look at
Brians blog
9.What are you wearing
White clothes
10.Did u dream last night
yes
11.when last did you laugh
yesterday afternoon
12.What is on the walls of room you are in
light green, dartboard,aircon
13.Seen anyhting wierd lately?
Your face
14.What do you think of this quiz
Dunno
15.What is the last film you watched
Leni Ralfhenstal
16.If you become a multi millionare overnight, what would you buy?
More money
17.Tell me something about you i dont know.
Its kept from you for a reason
18.If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
Make this world stop being so fake
19.Do you like dance?dancing?
Yes
20.George W Bush...
Why his name suddenly come out?
21. Imagine your first child is a girl. What would you call her?
Dunno
22.Imagine your first child is a boy. What would you call him?
Dunno
23.Would you ever consider living abroad?
yes
24. What would you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?"
What is pearly gates....==
25. Four other people must do this quiz
Stop this nonsense
The quiz as you wanted!

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I will have to learn to accept defeat
before i can embrace victory
Trying to let go the addictive surge
that victory gives
And learn to accept the hard truth
that defeat brings

Another day

I am utterly disppointed with my performace today
Well, i am such a sore loser
I cant accept defeat
And how can i remain victorious when i can't handle defeat?
It started today when i went to lan with Teddy
Then we played dota while waiting for sljb
then we played 2 rounds, i random hero all, he chose
but i won both, like total ownage
Then sljb came, we switched comp, to play 3 people game
Then first round me and teddy team against sljb
24mins24secs we finished it, then second rnd sljb and teddy 1v1
teddy lost....but he treats it as nothing heppen still
Then another rnd...me and teddy vs sljb agn
34mins34secs....he improved in defending anyway
then last round, me vs teddy and sljb.
Thats when i started to get sore
i wasn't confident, but i still randomed
worst of luck, i got meepo(some hero i never used before)
then they CHOSE their heroes
i felt so screwed and remaking the game, but still i showed
no signs of unhappiness and played on
As some can see, Meepo VS Dwarven sniper and Beast master
Looks pretty hopeless...
Then i played, i kept geeting denied by DS(dwarven sniper)
And BM(beast master) no threat yet
Then i cant farm to get money..then i started to whine to teddy
telling him to stop denying,and he gave me some things to kill
then when they got to high enough level, they started to kill me
i kept dying, because meepo is a low health hero
I was then like shouting my displeasure, whining once more
then teddy finally gave me one kill from him
Then i played on, still whining....
Then thanks to his one kill, i was able to farm what i wanted
So i started to feed off BM, yet still whining
Then i got all the finally gay items but i was still whining
Teddy actually gave alot of chance by not hunting me down,
and getting his exp from somewhere else
then in the end i won, and i dun feel happy at all
i felt that it was won thru whining and complaining...
Teddy is a much more generous person than i am
I felt like such a sore loser today...
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Don't know why everyone seems so cold today..
Guess im turning cold too

Another day

Few months ago my father pointed out something
VERY true..
sorry my brain lags...few months ago...
That those people living in these affluent areas
would consider ending their own life
While those in third world countries
struggle everyday and every moment to survive
I do not really know how to explain this but
i have quite alot of opinions on this
Reason that those rich people may be like too bored
seeking challenge in life? Life has no challenge?
They need not make any efforts to try to survive
while others are struggling or slogging their guts out
So their mind start to wonder to far off areas,
or it may not even wonder
As the saying goes, an empty mind is a devils workshop
maybe they are 'possesed' or whatever, but who cares
this world cares about nothing but money
So they just walk quietly to the roof of the building
or choose a very sharp blade slowly
or beginning setting up their own suicide plan
These things do not happen as sudden as accidents do
they take time, and can be avoided
Then in the end they manage to suicide, but many would
finally regret but it is already too late
And i suppose those in third world countries are too busy
keeping themselves alive that they have
no time to walk quietly up the roof of a building
no money to buy a very sharp blade
and education to plot their own suicide plan.
So i would think, if those that are able to live soundly
no risk of dying or whatever
And those who struggle to live on and have the risk of dying
almost every second
Would have such a total different mindset about their own life
That people is good-to-do areas do not value their life
and those not-as-good-to-do value it
again, it is all about our mindset and how we think of ourselves

Think u are treasure, think u are trash. No matter what u will be right

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Ha by music corner is screwed, and i named my fairy tale post
So many things i've done wrong and need to correct...

Another day

Every change is an evolution
And there will be a time where evolution reached its end
...
So this is when theres no more changes
when we are finally feeling secured
satisfied with our current status
and need not make any amendments in our environment
Human greed can never be satisfied with material gains
What makes us contented is our mindset
A human mind is a really great tool
for its amazing ability to process information, restrict our inner beast
And so, we can use that powerful mind to curb our greed
make us understand more, and curb our pool of desires
making it much smaller, so it is easier to fill up
Well, kinda side-tracked
Sorry if u do not get what i mean
I am not very good at expressing myself
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Today woke up, go wushu
then before going out stomach ache
then after that still go...
when i reached, i saw people getting punished for being late
then im like, whew im later so im nt punished
Guess its because i gt valid reason...
Then same old training, i let down TYY today
like disgraced him, he taught me well but i didnt do as well
kinda short term memory, SORRY I AM A SLOW LEARNER
thena after that went with teddy go to J8 eat the pepper lunch
nt as good as many people claim though
Then after went to play lan(dota)
like i won all the rounds except the last one
i was better than i expected....still im nt that good
after that went home...here i am now typing this crap

Another Day

i love fairy tale belivers
they hold such strong belive in their fairy tale
such, contagious hope and living every moment as though its a miracle
We could really cheer up jus by getting along with them
Well...enough of that topic
Today is just...another day
well...today woke up and played audi...
like im still as noob
and then dota...
then went to my physics remedial...
before that went for lunch at S11 beside J8
I feel real stupid during the remedial
its like, i dun understand a thing
then like....so confused
so many whys and unknowns
then after that got a mini test
then went home...
then loaf arnd...playing with the keyboard
making unknown noise
then dinner then computer again...
same old routine
Life is nothing but a bore
and whats there for us to life on when we have no purpose for living
if my death could make life meaningful, i would gladly die
luckily it doesn't, so i am still here talking crap
well, since my death isn't going to help
i shall live on and try my best to help make this world a better place
Yes, dreams are often seemed as nonsensical, impossible
but i will be the one that make it happen
Lol sounded like some speech...
Sian ah.....so sian

Another day

Guess i'll have to start
project 'One Week Of Solitude'
i'll try to survive without initiating communication with others
but if people talk to me i wouldn't mind

Another day

This morning went to play bowling with my dad
Well, i did nt bad for the 2nd and third round
then others were really sucky

My best current score only
Well im just a casual player....
Then went home and played as usual
tired of everyday playing
and im shedding my sunburnt skin also
another pic taken while jogging

think i posted this before..but its nice
zzz, sian la
Monday got physics remedial 2-4
Tuesday Wushu 9-12
thursday wushu again 9-12

another day

zzz
guess i should study...

Another day

Zzz,
like today vesak day then still need to go school
Nvm, then go english remedial
then like sian la
after that go j8
then go popular
then look around, and bought FMA book16
nice la, got the 'snow queen'
and some surgery thing in the end
dam funny
then after buying went walk arnd somemore
then like i want to go library lor, then we go la
then public holiday close...we reach there then know
Kena jacked.....
then after that go my grandparents hse
then go there sleep
sleep dam long, dam dam long....
after that then go home
on the way saw an accident, come taxi and motorbike
then went home play comp lor, sian la
play play play everyday play
My life is nothing but a fairy tale

camp finish

Yes, i survived the camp
it was fun, i did rafting and cycling
Rafting was extremely fun but cycling was a painful experience
Had 7cramps, then its like cycle hundred plus kilometers?
its divided into 4parts, then theres a 15mins break in the parts
so 4breaks, the first part i did fine
second one i started to cramp, and the guy had to carry me back to the
rest point, then 3rd one i like less than 200m away then i cramp, so took
the CMI(cannot make it) bus la.
basically i took CMI bus 2times
the last part i cramped, and they asked me if i need to go on the bus
because the teacher saw me cramp 3 times liao
then i say no la, then finish off the steep slopes
worst is that i reached the end then got down the bike halfway cramp
then sit outside the ending point stretching my leg
like pain la, somemore sunburns like siao...
Rafting i just did the rapid jumps and raft
rapid jump, is jump into the rapids(mini waterfalls) lor
then we sleep in tents =D
cant sleep for first night, the conditions were unbearable
second night too tired so bo bian sleep liao
Third night never sleep, cos we taking train, then wait at the station la
Got on the train liao then sleep
like, too lazy to type out ecerything...Zzzz
I AM A DAMN FAILURE LA
CANT DO A SINGLE THING RIGHT!
like,
i play dota-so noob
auditions- so noob
magic- so noob
study- so.....dun talk abt it
gunz- my only success
map making- so noob
soldier front- so noob
arcade- so-so nia
yugioh- so noob
I'm like a loser la...
hopeless, guess i hardcore chiong study liao la

Another day

Last day before going for sec3 camp.
Kinda not really excited
going to somewhere 3 singapores away from singapore
like SG is so small la...
So im nt going to post any more shit on this blog for a few days...
im gonna miss the people here
lol, dam scared of leeches la
i already so white liao, later they suck me i like MJ
Michael Jackson, haha
he acted in all the scary movies la
dam funny, like insulting himself, but still its nice
I should play less and start to do other things
like get a healthy hobby? or find someone special? lol
Guess i'll just lie on the bed forever ba
too lazy to do anything le

Another day

Yesss, wushu day x33
i love wushu la
like, so enthu abt it
i can go mad jumping arnd
then somersault on the mattress
dam funny, today i saw the big mattress
so i jus go there, pulled teddy along
then i somersault
on the spot, then fall on my back
luckily got matress, then others see me do
also follow
See?! im influential
then like we all flipping here and there
if an alien saw us, it might think we are human pancakes
getting flipped by an invisible spatula
Then like at school no special things happen
like, only wushu is fun

Another day

=D another fun day
Tis morning took a multiple intelligence test.
Got lingo,logic,music,spatial,'feeling',interpersonal,intrapersonal
I dun really get what they meant
but still, my highest was 'feeling' and spatial
spatial is like, designing things, 'argar'ation skills
then 'feeling' like erm... sensitive artists? lol
Then like dam suprised.
after school go eat then play soccer with paris,zq,sc,jw and blgy
like dam heng lol, we used the basketball pole as goal
then i score once, miss once
blgy miss hell lots of times score once
then one more guy score once, thats all
the game stopped due to too much injuries
violent match, anyhow kick never see de
...
Saw the navy advertisement for recruitment
say what,'if your life were a movie, what would it be?'
then im like-humour =D
Took me quite sometime to take notice of the advertisement anyway
im kinda..brain laggy
and short term memory
Zzz Sec 3 camp coming, gotta miss SG,we going to malaysia

Another day

yea, lame day.
jus, laze around ,watch movie
aint really nothing interesting except yesterday,
after wushu got football
then i as usual goalkeeper
i was very tired that time
so i just squat down and play
that time everyone was like shouting for me to get up
then i like heck care...
miraculously, i only let in one ball!
but alot of own goals, cos i cant balance well as im tired
luckily they are understanding enough not to count own goals
so i only let in one...jia hao let in another...
so just say, squatting down helps in football!
i think next time i squat down also...

Anyone interested?

Anyone interested in going for my siser's guitar concert?
It is held in the june holidays
At hwachong somewher there
at night de
No real confirmed details yet
When have i post again
Yea...
I will be going also anyway
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Well...
Thinking back of things i did this week
-Raised my hand for nothing in goegraphy class while checking scripts
then Mr ng ask me what i raised for i found out i am raising my hand
-Who says it take 2 hands to clap?!
Those who know me know what im saying
-Watched kungpow, nice movie....voice subbing comedy
-watched some parts of rocky balboa, nice movie
-went to lan, owned...then went to magic tournament, owned
-played hell lot of pranks!...esp. Tiong fu
Well, all sounded quite childish
Thats what people with no life does..

Another Day

Well, another day
morning went for a DotA session at amk
then of course own la
i so pro lol
witch doctor nt as bad as i thought
and mekansm is a real pain in the ass
sry to people who didnt understand wad i said
Then after that rushed to magic the gathering tournament
alot of people today
abt 20?
i got 8th
Got one loser...yea sad guy
he played halfway and he was winning
suddenly his friend pulled out one card from under the table
it was a rare dual land
then the judge walked by
then say- match lost...
the guy like dam sad, and his opponent, bw, was like freaking happy
like jumping arnd and laughing
yong quan also...lols
then i HATE playing with edward magic
he takes so long to think
and NEVER gives chance for you
it sucks
Then after that went to eat in some real nice 'ba chor mee'
situated in some real remote toa pa yoh
well, it was nice
then went to j8 arcade...then go home...
Thats all and good night!

Another day

Well, like gotten my results
not quite happy with some
but still acceptable
sian...
cant wait to own in dota tml

Another day

Well, i have quite alot to catch up
So there will be essays coming up in this single post
Lets start with pictures

Well. number ONE for my wushu jersey leh...
like abit too much for me
im not good enought for this number lol
so weak...

And my new adidas shoes
yea nice, sry if my camera nt good
Leather de leh

Lol, excalibur...limited edition
when did I become limited edition?
i am one and unique, theres not even suppose to be limited
haha

Now for my life...
Still quite sian
Dunno why, i never EVER went emo anytimes and felt like dying
i only felt like not living thats all
Had a headache today
after lunch before wushu
then like, dam pain...the suffering...
Still, i think that is all the petty things that i kept inside me
Time to let go,
forgive everyone i hate
give what i can bear to part
forget the critisms received
and live on
Bottling everything will only make me go mad
Yea...
Still, i felt that i deserved to suffer the pain
because i do not deserve to live a forever comfortable live
there has to be sufferings to contrast enjoyments
As i said, we cant live in our own world
Then i think i turning girly lol
feeling 'rao'
Haha, guess im overly despo le....